no isnt the answer !!

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Erica

Whatever cyn is planning on doing to me is gonna kill me the next day and I am finally getting some and it feels great

Um cyn what the Hell..... cyn rubbing my clit... awww fuckkk What are you doing to me child

What you been needing * smirking *

Out of no where I see her ex just looking at us

WTF? ! GET OUT MICHEAL

BITCH U DON'T RUN ME

I jump up and run to the bathroom but he blocks me

What almost every guy I know seen it I just wish back then I had a taste * smiling * and trust me I think miss Cynthia is just confused * touching her face * just look at her she doesn't need a whore to break her heart and second the bitch is mine no matter what in fact u see she only stuck around cause she's too damn friendly bitch * whispering in her ear *

I look at cyn and I shed a tear then it turn into anger so I kneed him in the balls

BITCH YOU WILL NEVER I HAVE A TASTE AND CYN JUST MADE LOVE TO ME U BASTARD U KNOW NOTHING ABOUT ME OR MY LIFE THE LIES UR " BUDDIES " TELL YOU

OKAY LET ME TELL TRAVON THAT BITCH AND DON'T FORGOT SPENCER CAUSE THEY WOULD PUT THAT ASS IN CHECK

GO GET THEM I DON'T GIVE A FUCK * PUNCHING THE SHIT OUT OF HIM *

I looked at cyn and she looked so confused and shocked and I know she heard what I said so I put my clothes on and left and then heard cyn calling me

ERICAAAA PLEASE DON'T GO JUST TALK TO ME PLEASE *grabbing her arm *

WHY!! SO U COULD JUDGE ME AND LEAVE ME TOO PEOPLE THINK THEY KNOW ALOT BUT THE UGLY FAT BLACK POOR EXCUSE OF A MAN ASS DON'T KNOW SHIT WITH HIS DONKY ASS

BABY PLEASE JUST.... let me in * tearing up *

Don't cry okay there is nothing there to cry about baby girl I think this whatever it was supposed to be ain't go do dear god I love but I'M not finna be heartbroken again

*Grabbing erica face * u look into my eyes and listen to me u better not runaway from me cause I put my self out there when I told you my feelings to be honest I am in love with ur crazy ass and I don't know why if u leave this then u r basically losing another family member and I'M not ready to let you go I just got you * crying * last night made me realize u need someone to take care of you but u have to let me in and help u fight cause fighting alone apparently isn't working in favor I want you to be my qween so you would have fresh awesome memories and I also need you here in my arms I don't know what else to say

* wiping her tears * imma a mess and all I do is cause trouble apparently that is what is shown okay I think you deserve a Hell alot better then me I've lost to many people I don't want to lose anymore.. gco

Girl shut up and I think with your brain u know what let's go to ur house now and I'M not taking no for an answer

She grabs my arm and we were silent on the way to my house

Cyn

It's time cause I'M not stupid to let her go and she's gonna talk I don't mean to be forceful but she will create a distant between us and I don't want that so we went to her house to talk

Sit down and don't hide shit cause I know you too well and I'M not in the mood for your stubborness now speak up loud and clear

Cyn do you really think I'M in the mood to remember what happen at the apartment I frozed for minute

Well I know u r hardheaded and I took ur keys ur not going anywhere * getting in Erica face * now relax and sit

Fine ill speak only cause I hate cynister

I'M listening * crossing her arms *

Well you know raul is king father we got together around when I was about 15 about 16 and it was good at first but once I told him about my past he took aventage of me by hitting me every once in a while but it got worse after king was born I got beat for every thing not feeding him first wearing something showing too much skin but one time this so called man that I love raped me cause I was too tired to deal with him king was crying and he was like nah man he can wait * tearing up* so I said something he beat me bloody then sent me outside naked and I hide in the bushes and tried to not hear my baby so let me back but king didn't see * crying * my face he saw a bloody fucked up face and kept crying so when he turned too I couldn't take it anymore so I took whatever we can handle on our backs and during this time he force me to sell my body by bringing guys to our apartment that is how I met travon and Spencer They abuse me while having SEX * crying harder * I screamed but no one heard my call And I got pregnant again by raul but I found out after i left * wiping her tears * cyn I've been through too much I had a baby girl it was so hard to give her up and you know I was played by rich and dj envy then I was gonna marry kim after that u know the rest are u gonna....

* tearing up * dear God no come here * erica walking up to her then grabbing her face * Hell no I swear I wont ever lay my hands on you okay * holding her tight and crying * I'M so sorry

Promise??

Look at me * looking in her eyes * I promise * kissing her forehead

Okay but just hold me okay

Alright baby what's baby gets * smiling *

Okay * laughing *

Wow know I would like to see more of that no tears unless ur happy can u promise that

* looking up * I can try * smiling *

Alright now ik it's early but let's sleep and get the kids in two days They want"alone " time * laughing *

That's so sounds like them if they don't see their grandma for a long time * laughing *

Now let's sleep woman!!!

Cyn

This is what I needed to know I know y she acts the way she acts and I see y she afraid of love but this baby issue has to be discussed

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