THE MORE BROKEN ME.

Taking a walk in my mind.

They always tell us to take a walk in our shoes, but at this time I was taking a walk in my mind. I walked from that tragedy wondering if I was born for that, like I was meant to only suffer in this world.
I was talking to myself complaining to God why,how did this happen to me???. But yes God never answered that time either it still felt like I was super lonely like always.

They say it's only crazy people do talk to each other but I guess that day I was talking to myself,I guess I had become somehow crazy. My heart was shattered and nothing would fix it that time. I reached home in our slams where my sister had a rented out an apartment. I pushed the door and entered.

My sis said to me "Hi you where's the food?"

Hmmm hmnm okay there's no food big sister,I sorrowfully replied.

Whaaaaat,you can't be telling me that,she added.

Yes that's it sis it happens the note you gave me was fake and I was humiliated and about to be beaten up because of that note,I answered.

You can't be serious,she smilingly replies.

Really,you going to laugh yet your younger brother was going to be beaten up and maybe something worse was going to happen even death??
You are just laughing,I angrily say.

Take it easy Enock,let me call this guy,she replied.

She called the guy and argued with him about the note and the guy also said that he didn't know anything about the note being fake and he apologized and it all ended easily like that but to me I had to go through more than easy like it seemed to them.
And there I knew it wasn't easy for sis to get the money either, she used to get it from guys which I wouldn't prefer much but had no control over it either.
So the day ended when I'm empty stomach,I had to run through till the next day. God where are you I asked, I had no friends since I'm not a people person. I barely made friends. It was tough.