Chapter 4 <3

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Hell yeah, thats such a good song ^^^^^

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(MENTIONS OF SH!!)

SAM'S POV:

I was holding Cole's wrist whilst walking upstairs and brought him to my room. I opened my door and let him in, i then sat on my bed and motioned for him to sit on my bed as well. He was hesitant but ended sitting with me. I noticed he was quite stiff and it was quite silent, it was sort of an awkward silence but it also felt like a comfortable silence. My mind wandered back to the chat with me and Katrina earlier and i ball up my fists from all the anger. After a while Cole asked me something.

"So what's with you? You seem pissed or something I don't know"- Cole

I turned to face him and i sighed as i gripped my hair tight.

"My girlfriend had sex with some guy and i confronted her and she fucking acted like nothing happened"- Sam

"Damn bro that's harsh, who was your girlfriend"- Cole

"Katrina.." - Sam

"Oh her..." - Cole

"You know her?" -Sam

"Yeah.. Have you two broken up?.."- Cole

"Yeah.. I guess i dont know.."- Sam

"Good.. Cause you do not want to be with her any longer.."- Cole

"Why? What do you know about Katrina?"- Sam

"Lets just say I had a bad childhood cause of her..."- Cole

I was confused by that but didn't question it since I didn't want to raise a problem with Cole. After what honestly felt like 30 minutes of sitting in pure silence, it was so quite you could here crickets, I decided to ask him something.

"Cole?..."- Sam

"What?!"- Cole

"Uh um you don't have to answer but.. uh do you possibly self h@rm?"- Sam

His eye widened as he just stared at me.

"Why would you care if I did it or didn't"- Cole

" I just thought maybe you needed someone to talk to"- Sam

 "Pfft no, especially not someone like you. My past sticks with me until I die and I will not tell a soul"- Cole

"Oh right um well how about we practice now?"- Sam

"Yeah lemme get my instrument"- Cole

I looked away from him and looked out the windows, I get up and went to go grab my instrument. I look around my room thinking to myself what happened in his past and what's happening now to make him self h@rm. I was questioning if I should ask him about it but I don't want to make him uncomfortable. I was brought out of my thoughts by Cole calling for me.

"Oi dipshit, you zoned out. You- you alright?"- Cole

"Uh, uh yeah um, sorry i was just thinking"- Sam

"About what?"- Cole

"If its okay with me asking, what happened in your past? And what's happening now? I'm sorry if it makes you uncomfortable to answer..."- Sam

*scoff* "like I said I'm not telling you anything about my past or what's happening now. I don't want you to start feeling sympathy for me got it"- Cole

"Right.... Sorry"- Sam

" Whatever come on let's practice now so I can leave quicker "- Cole

" Y-yeah "-Sam

I sat back down on my bed and was going to ask Cole what we should do next in the project when someone barged into my room.

"Sam"- Corey

(Ugh) "Yeah?"- Sam

"We need to have a talk"- Corey

"Ok? I'll be back cole"- Sam

"okay whatever, I'll just brainstorm I guess"- Cole

Corey led me downstairs to where Jake, Tara, Devyn and Elton were.

"So? What did you guys wanna talk about?"- Sam

"You need to stop talking to Cole"- Tara

"Why..? He hasnt done anything" -Sam

"Ok still stay away its for your safety, he could be tricking you"- Jake

"From what we know he is really dangerous, like really dangerous"- Elton

" Yeah dude, we know he didn't do anything earlier but there were so many people in the cafeteria so he wouldn't have done it. Besides we can here what he keeps calling you."- Corey

" Oh for fucks sake guys, just stop. If he beats people up he would have done it earlier. I think all the rumours are a lie and that he is just misunderstood by so many people."-Sam

"Its not a lie!"- Tara

" Well I think it is you keep that to yourself ok? Besides if he was that bad do you seriously think he would self h@rm??!! Look I'm just going to go back to my room to help Cole with the project got it. And don't disturb us"- Sam

I stormed off without letting them say anything else to me, I got in my room and slammed the door.

"Woah, what's wrong with you dipshit?"- Cole

"Nothing just my so called friends being such fucking assholes"- Sam

"Okay... Well come on this project won't do itself"- Cole

"You're right"- Sam

" I know "- Cole

I dont sit down immediately and i just think to myself, 'maybe I can ask him just this one thing'

" Um can you maybe give me a hug? "- Sam

" What?! "- Cole

He immediately turned his head around and stared at me. I panic slightly before i just wrap my arms around myself.

" I- never mind "- Sam

Cole scoffed and looked away for a bit as he thought, he cursed quietly and stood up. I got kind of scared that he was going to hurt me but I stood still. 'My friends were right...hes gonna hurt me.. What do i do... Omg-' i think to myself before i abruptly stop from cole wrapping his arms around my body.

" there dipshit "- Cole

" ...thank you.."- Sam

I smiled before i snuggled my face into his neck. We both stood there hugging for a while until he spoke.

 "Ugh you done now dumbass, I want to finish the project." - Cole

 "Yeah, thanks for the hug"-Sam

" Whatever "-Cole

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Yes another chapter done. Thank god. Sorry for not updating I have been stressed out because of school and my parents finding about my sh...
But anyway make sure to eat well and drink well. Byeee!!!

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