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Move On

~still Suki's pov & still the same day~

We sat down and she made me some hot chocolate along with some gingerbread cookies, how does she know I like gingerbread cookies. "Look here lady you don't even know if I like hot chocolate and gingerbread cookies" for some reason she giggled. "I'm sorry would you like something else?"  "No" I quickly said before nibbling on, I could see the sadness in her eyes.

"Young man, you're here because I have something to show you."   "what are you talking about?"  I took a sip of my drink, she got up and went upstairs for something. It was kinda nice here, it felt so warm and so welcoming. I forgot how this felt, she came back down with a book in her hand. "my mom calls me 'Tsuki, she said it's because every name from my dad's side of the family ends with 'Tsuki but I knew the truth."  "tell me what is the truth?"  she sat down on the other side of the coffee table.

"She called me that' cause she felt guilty. I would sit up in my room every night hearing her cry, back then I didn't know why she would ask for forgiveness, she was always apologizing" I looked away. "Please tell me what's your full name" again with the name thing, "it's Katsuki Maxwell Shota Todoroki"  "why if I may ask is your surname Todoroki?"  I looked at her then at the book she sat down on the table, "my mom married Dabi before I was born, she also didn't want to tell me the surname of my dad."

She opened the book, turns out it's a photo album with pictures of my dad. I knew it was my dad 'cause mom use to show me photos of him when I was younger, "this is the first day your father smiled in Kami knows how long"  it was a picture of my mom, dad and Mrs. Bakugo, "is...is this when they found out about...about me?" she gave a small nod, how could this be?

I slowly looked up at her, "how did he..." I couldn't bring myself to finish my sentence "We told Momo that she could move in and we'll support her, support both of you but she didn't show up. That night it was rain heavily so I told your father not to worry, maybe she'll arrive in the morning but he didn't listen..."

"Did he...?" she nod "he got into his car and drove away, if I knew that would be the last night I saw him...i would've locked the door and take away his car keys, I would've hugged him tight"  she cried I also wanted to do nothing more than to cry. I got up and walked over to her, giving her a hug. This broke me down, "please can I stay here tonight?" I asked she gave me a nod, "stay as long as you want"

~timeskip~

Mitsuki was kind enough to offer me my dad's bedroom, even though I told her it would be alright for me to just take the couch or the guest bedroom. If I'm honest I hate sleeping, I alway get nightmares and end up more tired than before. This bed was very comfortable, it felt like laying on a big marshmallows. Maybe I should try to get some sleep.

~third person pov~

Katsuki fell fast asleep. He slept without thinking about his problems for the first time in 13 years but it seemed like the universe really didn't like him. He was tossing and turning in his sleep.

~Nightmare, also Tsuki's pov~

"Mommy where are we going?" I asked my mom after calming down still in her arms, "everything's going to be alright don't you worry"  "the kid might as well know Momo, we're almost there"  I heard uncle Iida say to her. It was raining lightly outside, which didn't help at all 'cause I love the rain but now the weather made everything more gluemier than before.

"Sweety remember the story I told you about my high-school friend sharing the same name" I remember all the stories she told me when it was bedtime, "yeah I remember"  "well you see son...he is your real father but unfortunately you can't meet him because..." she hesitated and she never hesitates when telling me something, maybe that should've been the first red flag.

"He is dead"  Iida bluntly said to me as the car came to a stop at the graveyard. "That's not true, my papa is just at work!" those words echoed through my head, I lied to myself over and over how pathetic. "Katsuki remember that no matter what happens or whom you may be related to I will always love you and you will always be my son, you hear me!" mothers are supposed to protect their children, not lie to them.

That's when I saw blood for the first time, ya sure I see my mom bruised up but never did I imagine to see blood this early in life. "He followed us. Go, Momo go back to the car and lock it"  I remember my mom holding me tight while she ran to the car. It started raining heavily, both my mom and I were soaked but that didn't stop her. I took a glance of my mother's shoulder only to see Iida on the ground laying in his own blood.

Dabi was kicking him in the stomach, I remember hearing him yell at Iida on the ground. He yelled the same thing to my mom when we got into the car she locked everything, but luck was not on her side or mine for that matter. Dabi took a rock and smashed the back seat windows, "NO ONE TAKES AWAY MY SON" that's what he yelled to both off them. The keeper at the graveyard called the cops, my mom was relieved to hear the sirens. I was too, only for a moment...the cops came but they didn't arrest Dabi instead the arrested Iida and my mom... I can never forget my mom's cries as she called out my name only for Dabi to take me away from her

~nightmare over, timeskip to 2am~

"Hey kid, hey, hey"  I heard someone call me while lightly shaking me awake. "Go away"  I mumbled "OI!" the person yelled and shook me wildly, this for sure got me awake. "What!" I asked the person standing next to my bed, "you're in my bed, extra and in my room"  when I rubbed the sleep from my eyes I was shock to see my... "D-dad"

TBC...