A Man's Cry (ON~HOLD)

Chapter 4: Ella

NOTE: Sis Khalyl Lourdes Badon thanks a lot for the book cover  ^——-^

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Lander's POV

The hell....

Im tired.. I think I need a rest... yeah rest?! Kelan ko nga ba huling ginawa yon!!

Diko n matandaan..

*KRIIIIIIING*

That's the intercom

"Maegan" yeah that's Maegan my secretary....

"uhmm...sir si ma'am ella po nandito  po papapasukin ko po ba?"

Great...I want to rest tapos dadating  pa tong si ella!!!

Ella  is my childhood friend...actually tatlo kami me,ella and rei..nung umalis si Rei si ella yung lagi kong kasama...until we graduated highschool..nung nag-college na kasi kami ibang university na ang pinasukan naming.. but we still keep intouch..every week pumupunta sya sa bahay kahit hindi naman kailangan!!! Don't get me wrong hindi naman sa ayaw ko syang Makita..pero hindi naman ako manhid  I know she feels something towards me kaso hindi ko naman sya mapagsabihan dahil ayaw ko syang saktan.. kaya ako nalang ang lumaloyo!!! Kaso eto nga lapit parin ng lapit...

'"ok let her in" sagot ko kay Maegan I just don't have a heart to push her away just like that after all she's still my friend....

"hey lander I miss you" I just smile to her...

"hey" yun  nalang ang nasabi ko sa kanya..sabay hilot sa sintido ko!!!

"Hey what's wrong???" Tanung  ni ella..

"Wala pagod lang ...im really tired..." umaga palang ang dami ko ng inatinan na meeting..

"What brings you here anong kilangan mo??!!" Walang gana kong tanong...

"wala I just wanna see you na miss nga kita diba!!!!" miss me??!!  Parang hindi kami nagkita nung lingo..

"Well incase you forget,magkasama tayo nung Sunday!!" Wala paring ganang sagot ko..

"Well lander dear nung Sunday pa yun and its already Tuesday na kaya so I miss you na.. by the way...did you eat lunch naba?" she ask again..

"NO" maiksing sagot ko habang pumipirma ng mga papeles na nandito .

"GOOD let's eat together" masayang sabi nya...

"Wala akong gana!!!" Sagot ko ng hindi tumitingin sa kanya at patuloy lang sa pagpirma ng mga documents...

"no we will eat lunch...alam mo namang masama magpalipas ng gutom eh.." pangungulit niya ..

"Kung gusto mong kumain ikaw nalang..kakain ako pagnagutom ako nakita mo namang marami akong ginagawa!!!" medyo naiinis na sagot ko sa kanya habang  patuloy pa rin ako sa ginagawa ko....

"sige na mauna kana next time nalang okay..." dagdag ko pa... sabay tingin sakanya..

"lander naman eh"..sagot nya saka umupo sa upuan na nasa harap ng table ko...

"please... ella next time nalang...sige na mauna kana"..sabay balik sa pagbasa at pagpirma

"aisht...nakakainis ka talaga lander...." Napahilot nalang ulit ako sa sintido ko bago ko siya sinagot..

"ella look I have a lot things to do here, I need to finish this para kahit papano mabawasan ang trabaho ko. Kaya please if you want to eat just eat okay, and leave me alone para matapos kona to at maaga akong makauwi  coz I'm really tired" mahaba na paliwanag ko sa kanya habang nakatingin ng diretyo sa kanya...

"fine !!!! but promise me babawi ka ha??" sagot niya sabay tingin sakin

"okay" then I smile to her

"okay..then see you next time ha babawi ka" pangugnulit niya

"oo na nga kulit"

SOMEONE'S POV

A sad thing in life is sometimes, you meet someone who means a lot to you only to find out in the end that it was never bound to be and you just have to let go..

" I don't understand why destiny allowed some people to meet when there's  no way for them to be together..shit"..

She said  while wipingher tears...

"sometime's you have to meet few wrong ones to find the right one" I said then smile to her

" but I miss him, I miss his smile when he look at me , his voice the way he talked to me..but you know what I miss the most... everything he do that  makes me fall in love with him" she said while still crying so I just sit beside her and comfort her before I answer her.... I smile to her and said 

"don't cry because its over, smile because its happened... sometimes, you can't  have all the things you want. Not because you can't have them but simply because they are not  meant for you" then I hugged her

You will never know happiness if there's no loneliness and there is no light if there is no darkness...

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