A Man's Cry (ON~HOLD)

Chapter 6: Paige

Canberra, Australia

Paige's POV

i Was standing in my balcony, thinking while looking around. . Canberra, Australia is my second home dito ako pumunta nung mga panahon na gusto kong mag-isa at pumunta sa lugar na walang nakakakilala sakin...

Nung mga panahon nayon walang ibang laman ang isip ko kung hindi ang lumayo..

I was so depress that time, akala ko ang punta ko sa america ay makakatulong sakin to move-on but im wrong.. Mas lalo lang akong nadepress kaya naisipan kong lumayo nalang sinubukan akong pigilan ng tita ko kasi that time i was just 16years old pero wala buo na ang loob ko nun.. Naisip ko kasi mas mabuti ng lumayo muna ko kesa naman nakikita nila akong misirable...

Naisip ko nun what bumalik nalang ako ng pilipinas, kaso baka mas lalo lang akong mahirapan kasi lagi ko lang maaalala si mommy dun..

So i desided to go to the place that no one knows me, i want to start my life again, malayo sa sakit at malayo sa mga tao na nakakakilala sakin....

I know there care for pero ayaw kona silang pahirapan, i know if they see me missirable magiging malungkot lang din sila kaya mas pinili kong lumayo..

8years na malayo sakanila mahirap? Yes ofcourse but what can i do this is what i want.. So panindigan...

And now im thinking what if i go back there?

Will they accept me again after what i did? Na hindi ko man lang nagawang tumawag sakanila?

Sinadya ko yun kasi i know if i hear their voices malulungkot lang ako.. Lalo na if i hear he's voice baka tumakbo nako pabalik dun...

Kinuha ko ang picture niya.....

At habang tinitingnan ko ko ito i remember something......

[FLASHBACK 8years ago (chapter3)]

"Are you sure you want to go? You know were here naman.. We can take care of you Rei.." He siad to nug nagdeside akong pumunta sa america...

"Yes! L.A im sure" L.A im the only one who called him like that L.A for Lander Avery his real name...

"But rei bakit pa pwede naman na dito ka nalang kasama kami.. Ako, bakit aalis kapa?" i know but i really want to do this L.A im sorry....

"I need this L.A i want to bring back my old self, and i know i can't do that if i still stay here i hope you will understand me" Yun nalang ang nasabi ko sakanya dahil ayokong nakiki siyang nasasaktan ng dahil sakin...

"You will comeback?" Tanong niya sakin...

"Of course, i will comeback.. i will always comeback here cause i know you will wait for me"

[END OF FLASHBACK]

Hinihintay mo pa kaya ako L.A?

I hope cause now i desided . . . . . . . . I WILL COME BACK !!!!!!!!!!!!!

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