Panic Attack (pt. 3)

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Eddie got me a towel and we started to get ready for bed. He handed me a comb while he brushed his teeth, then spit in the sink.
E: Trade me.
M: You mean brush for brush?
E: Yes you dork, gimme gimme.
    I figured why not, I mean we have done worse in all seriousness. We were quick since it started to get cold fast, it was a short walk to his room so it was tolerable.
E: Here.
    Eddie tossed me an oversized t-shirt and another pair of his boxers. He was only in boxers when he got in bed, I threw on the t-shirt but just put the shorts back in his drawer.
E: Hurry, I'm chilly over here.
    He had the covers lifted up waiting for me to lay down. I rolled in with my back pressed against his chest and he pulled the covers down. He held me and let me use his arm as a pillow, Eddie pushed his knees into mine becoming the big spoon. I grabbed his thumb with my hand and began to try to sleep.
M: Goodnight Eddie, I hope you sleep well.
E: Goodnight dork, I hope you sleep splendidly.
    Eddie whispered into my ear in a scratchy voice. We fell asleep rather quickly around 11 or so.
*Night passes and it is now Friday morning*
E: Rise and shine sleepy head.
M: Mhmmidontwantto.
    I mumbled. Eddie was on his back and I had woken up using his chest as a pillow.
E: We got school, cmon. I'll help you get ready.
M: Five more minutes, you're comfy.
    We laid there for a bit as Eddie ran his fingers through my hair. I swear I was going to fall asleep again. But before I could even get the chance motherfucker got up.
M: Unfair.
E: Suck it up. Also I'm dressing you today so put this on.
    He tossed a black t- shirt with a pair of jeans at me. Eddie got dressed in a pair of black jeans, the hellfire shirt, a leather jacket, layered with a denim one on top. He also clipped on a chain to his pants with a handkerchief hanging out of the back pocket.
E: You gonna keep watching me get ready or what?
M: Ack, fine.
    I crawled out of the bed and took the t-shirt off from last night. Eddie intriguingly looked me up and down.
M: Oops I forgot I barely wore anything to bed, I'll go get changed in the bathroom.
E: Why?
M: Uh, I don't know. I don't wanna make you uncomfortable?
E: Bullshit. Get your ass dressed in here. Nothing I haven't seen before.
    I nodded as I threw on his clothes, I had not worn a bra yesterday. Lovely. Today is going to be interesting, I thought. Eddie slipped his rings on and went into the bathroom. I walked to the kitchen to grab some cold pizza before I brushed my teeth. The clock read 7:27am, approximately an hour and 33 minutes before first period started.
E: Macie!
    Eddie yelled from the bathroom, I put the pizza down and walked over to him.
M: Yes?
    Eddie had his toothbrush in hand with a fresh glob of toothpaste.
E: Open up.
    He reached his hand to my face and grabbed my jaw as he scrubbed my teeth. Weird. But if that's how he shows his affection, so be it, it's cute.
E: All done.
    He gave me a big doughy smile and watched me spit out the toothpaste. He grabbed my unfinished slice of za' from the counter and scarfed it down. We put our shoes on and walked to the car. Eddie was in front of me so of course he opened my door before I could try, like last time.
E: For my beautiful lady.
M: Pft, you're a tease.
E: Are you doubting me?
    He said as I was putting my seatbelt on. I nodded. He shut my door and got in on his side.
E: Now excuse me for this but.
    He leaned over to my side and started to shower me in miscellaneous kisses. Not specifically on my skin but everywhere, he was basically on my lap when he finished.
E: Is my point proven miss?
M: I suppose.
    We both laughed. Eddie started the drive to Hawkins High.
E: Hey after school can I possibly have you come meet some of my friends?
M: Yeah sure, what're we gonna do?
    He put his hand on my thigh as he was driving.
E: Well it's the Hellfire Club. Do you know what d&d is?
M: I mean I've heard of d&d but never played it.
E: Awesome. If you let me, I'd love to try and teach you. Besides music, it's one of my favorite hobbies.
M: Then hell yes.
    Some time passed and we rolled into the school parking lot. Eddie got out first and I let him open my door since it meant so much to him.
E: Sorry I brought you to hell.
M: Please, I wouldn't want to do it with anyone else.
E: Yeah? You mean it?
M: Deadass.
    I smiled and grabbed his hand. We interlocked fingers and walked into the school. It was about 10 minutes before class started.
E: What's your first period?
M: Office aide. Yours?
E: Gym.
    We approached the office and turned towards one another.
E: Will I see you at lunch?
M: I think so? Usually I have lunch in the library with my friends. Where can I find you?
E: Lunch room, but no hassle. I'll come find you, I should probably introduce myself to your friends as I'm sure you're gonna tell them about me.
M: Haha probably, they're really nice though! I think I'll just let them know I met a really cool guy. They don't get the deets yet.
E: Okay sounds good. Have a nice morning.
M: You Too, bye bye cutie.
    He kissed my forehead and turned around, I pulled the door open and as I was walking in I heard a faint voice from down the hall.
?: Ayo Eddie gettin some?
E: Shh, dude she's right there.
    Men can be so clueless sometimes. I shook my head and walked into the office. My day was moving slowly as usual. Though I made uncomfortable eye contact with the Hellfire club members periodically through my day. That usually doesn't happen so I can tell there's tension? I don't know what Eddie has said about me to them, oddly enough I haven't seen him yet since this morning; I typically see him in the halls before 4th period (lunch). The bell was about to ring, I started to feel sick to my stomach.
M: Fuck.
    I said under my breath, I think I'm having a panic attack- I pushed myself out of my chair and grabbed my backpack, thankfully my seat was right by the door. My legs felt like locking when I walked out. I heard my teacher call my name, it was health who cares. I got my headphones from my locker, I'm glad I left them here yesterday with my cassette tapes. Turbo Lover by Judas Priest was playing so I went with this. I felt myself filled with adrenaline and anxiety. Tears started building up in my eyes as I walked down F hall to the back door. My lungs felt like they were being crushed by 10 cinder blocks. Eventually I got outside, I left the school and the cold air helped me calm down a bit. I started to walk across the field into the forest, now You've Got Another Thing Comin' by Judas Priest was playing. From the corner of my eye I saw a figure walking towards me, I could not deal with anyone right now. I started to run. 20 seconds into my sprint I reached the forest. Hopping over sticks felt mesmerizing, calculating my every step. I had no clue if said figure was still behind me, I sat at the foot of a tree.
M: Alast, alone.
    I sighed in relief. I started to close my eyes, then someone grabbed my arm. My eyes shot directly at the hand on my arm. And I felt my stomach sink. It was Eddie. I refused to look at him, It honestly felt like I was parilized. He took off my headphones.
E: Hey uh, you okay? I didn't mean to scare you.
    There was a pause and I started to cry softly, I put my hands on my eyes.
E: Whoa whoah, hey now. It's gonna be okay.
    He kneeled down and picked me up like he did at the car. I calmed down a bit when he did this. I put my arm around his neck.
E: I know a spot, hold on.
    Eddie walked me through the woods till we reached a run down picnic table. He sat me on one side then walked to the other.
M: I'm sorry, this is so embarrassing. I think I had a panic attack.
E: Shit, my apologies for following you. I had just seen you walking on my smoke break. I yelled your name but your music must've been too loud.
M: Yeah I dunno, today has been hard for me. I just have gotten in my head a bit I guess.
E: How so? If I may ask.
M: Well, it's just my overthinking really. But I've been making a very uncomfortable amount of eye contact with your club members today I guess. I just don't know why.
E: Yeah, so embarrassing news for us. Basically yesterday a few of them saw us driving to my place. They told me this morning.
M: And what about what I heard in the hall this morning?
E: Henderson. He was in the car with Wheeler. He's got a loud mouth. I'm really sorry. I promise I haven't told them anything, I was waiting to introduce you all tonight.
M: Thank you for telling me, but lord. That's funny they saw us, but I was thinking-
E: Yeah what's up?
M: Want to ditch? No one's home, and I honestly don't want to be here right now.
E: Hells yeah, one thing though. We have to go to club tonight.
M: Deal.
    Eddie smiled and walked around the table to me. He held my hand and walked back to his van.

(DISCLAIMER- Hi all! First I want to thank you for reading this story, I can't tell you how cool it is to have people enjoy my writing. I'm not super public about it in my actual life as it's kinda unusual to openly admit you write smut. Lol. Anywho I fucked up the timeline a bit, in the beginning of my story Eddie is saying it's a new school and now they're going to Hellfire club. I don't really know why I did that but yeah, I thought it was worth mentioning that I'm kinda a dumbass. Also I'm in summer school so finding time to write is a bit hard. I'm taking 2 classes and so basically every 1 week day=a week of school work that I'd normally have to do. So you can imagine every day I'm having to do 2 weeks work of homework so it's kinda harsh. BUT I will update as much as I can I promise, also after July 14th I'll be done w/ school so yeah. More then!)

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