Shadails: New Love

Chapter 6

I do wake up, but with a agonizing pain. Head is killing me. I stay in bed and just spend some few minutes just rubbing my head. The pain doesn't go away. I go to the bathroom farthest from my room and go to wash my face. I look up at the mirror. I see him.

Shad: I thought I told you to let me sleep!
Exe: oh was that part of the deal? I don't think so
Shad: ughh, it's hard to sleep cause of you!
Exe: oh you're suffering is beautiful. But you must be thankful I'm not trying to control you.
Shad: *growls*
Exe: now now, I could always change my mind. Don't make me
Shad: I might as well fucker!!

He disappears. This is gonna be so difficult. Trying to not tell tails about him and deal with this new torture. I do make food for tails and decided to head out. I go to the garden again and just lay there. There's no way i can get any help now. I hang around tails for a bit. I need to get this off my mind, even tho exe won't shut up!

Tails: hey you ok? Is it anxiety again?
Shad: oh umm no no it's nothing.
Tails: you can tell me
Shad: it's nothing, plz

I was trying not to snap. I still remember the deal I made with exe. If i even say a tiny message about this, i'm done for. I never wanted this, but yet again i had no control over it so is it really my fault? If i want this demon gone, i have to do this solo. I tell tails goodbye and go off to find a way to get rid of him. Even if it costs him controlling me.

I do go home and just soak in a bathtub. Lights off and candles lit. I just try to mentally relax and destress. Hours later, candles out and water drained and im laying down in bed all warm. Warm, calm, collected and exe at rest for now.