I cannot sleep because I am thinking about you. You are probably fast asleep not even thinking about me and I am okay with that. But I however can't get you out of my head. If you ever found out you would think I am nuts- which I am. I warned you I was weird just remember this down the line.
That night was fucking incredible.
I get my ass drunk on purpose so I can show you a different me. The fun crazy bitch me.
I trust you with my drink. I come back from the bathroom and it is covered with paper. Who does that? Only you, because if not I'm sure I would have been roofied.
I pull you into the crowd to show you around. I've been here before but with someone else. Not with someone as great as you though. You follow what I do but I'll tell you now I've made alot of bad decisions. I can feel it now the ecstasy sensation of being loose and carefree. A feeling I only get when drunk. I dance my heart out and shake my ass all over you. I can feel that you like it but is that just because it's a natural reaction? Fuck I want to kiss you. I don't, not yet at least, you keep dancing right with me and shit your dick it big. I turn around and just look at you just to see your lips and smile. Fuck that look its got me messy and feeling butterflies. You ask me what's wrong and I say stupidly I like you like alot. Hope you don't remember that. I'm sure you do but I'll pretend you didn'thear me.
Now I've fucked up, all that drinking and dancing. I need to get out of here. We sit on the nearest thing that's decently comfortable. My weirdness is exposed as we watch someone masterbate to a soda bottle. Fucking sickos I love them. They got balls to do some things no one will.
On the way home you make me small but in a good way. Wrapped in your arms I off and on fall asleep till it's my stop. And I get home to fuck someone that isn't you but I'm thinking of you the whole time. I'm thinking of your hands as they grazed my body. The way you nibbled my ear and had our bodies bounce together. I sleep to the idea of you.
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I Can't Let You In
RandomI see you, more than you may know it. I let it slip out once but I will pretend I didn't say it. My deeper thoughts you will never hear but I feel them every time I am around you.
