Take Home a Baggage

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Hailey

9:03 AM

Kiesha

Hey sis HAHA are you thereee

Hailey

YEP YEP !! 💝

Good morning there in Netherlands! :3

Why is it??? 👀💗

Kiesha

I have a question HAHA

Hailey

SURE DO ASK! <3

Kiesha

What did you do

When you realized you like Hale? Hahahaha 😆

Hailey

HALA OMG SIS

🤣🤣🤣 couldn't remember exactly what!

But I think none? 🤣💗 Because I thought I just loved him as a friend

So ayun 🤣 still the same? I didn't know I liked him more than one until he told me he loves me

Wait I'll ask him what he did HAHAHA 🌟

He said, "Wala rin. Palagi naman kitang mahal kahit ano'ng mangyari."

😅😅😅

We did nothing 🤣

What's the problem ba, sis? :<

Kiesha

God I'm so scared

Everyone around me thinks Silas likes me

Hailey

Ahehehe

Kiesha

Oh God even you, Hails? 😭

Hailey

🥺🥺🥺 SIS EVEN HUNTER DOES!

Kiesha

Goddd 😭 I don't know

I don't know what to do with him nor with myself

And I don't know what to believe in

I'm so scared

Hailey

Why do you think he doesn't? 🙁 I really think he does like you

Like as a woman not just as his best friend

Kiesha

I seriously don't know. Because every time I confront him about it, he dodges the question.

Last time when he took care of me he said we're just best friends and it's normal

This morning I asked him what was he up to why he cooked me breakfast, he didn't say anything

Oh fuck that I knew he wanted to say again that it's just "the usual" 😭😭😭

I'm just so tired and confused

And it just hurts at this point.

Hailey

🙁 Hugs for you, babe!! I love u okay? 💗
You reacted with love

Kiesha

I don't think he likes me

I think

He's just used to having me. Like the idea of having me, he loves that. That's why he can't let me go.

That's why he pursued Tourism

That's why he still wants me around even sa OJT

He just loves being with me

That's why it's the usual hahahaha 😆 I'm his usual go-to.

Fuck him it just hurts so bad to be the usual

After making me feel like he sees me more than just that 😆

Hailey

:< I understand don't worry

But have you ever thought about... about admitting it first to him?

Kiesha

I'm scared hahaha

I don't think I can

I'm just so confused

At this point, I would just like to believe that he loves the idea of having me in his life.

Too good to love me as his best friend

But not good enough to love me as I am :)