Adam and...Jonah?

Chapter 5

I always wonder why Adam likes me so much. I always wonder why he is so into me. I do ask him about this things, and he answers with things like "Cause you're my blessing, Jonah!" or "How could i not? I will love you forever and ever". He always finds a new way to surprise me. Adam, deep down, is a really sweet and romantic guy. He likes to buy me gifts, and no one can actually get him to stop, it kinda began to be his hobby. My favorite ones were oversized hoodies or shorts, cause they reminded me of his warm hugs. Adam is everything to me. Adam is all i have. If he is with me, i can't desire anything more. I want his arms to be wrapped around my body forever. I'd let him break my ribs if he wanted to. Once he drove me to a flower field, where he told me the words i always dreamed he would tell me... he told me "I love you, Jonah"... 'I love you, Jonah'...'i L-O-V-E you, Jonah'... these words still make my face become red like a tomato. I still remember that like it was yesterday. I remember when he kissed me that night. I felt his arms around my waist, pushing me against him. It lasted for like a minute, a minute in heaven. His lips were sore and dry, but they still get my feelings fucked up. Even if so "dry" and "sore", his felt different. They felt different because that kiss was a true one, a wanted one. I am not trying to be one of those poets, but describing my feelings over these situations makes me feel warm and really wierd. I'd let him make me his weirdest fantasy. I'd let him do whatever he wants with me. His kisses, i can't get enough of them. I remember the exact motion his lips did when spelling the letters of that word, L-O-V-E. I remember he was also blushing, which he never did. After saying those words, there were a few seconds of silence and he picked up a daisy and put it in my hand, then gave it a little kiss. My insides were hotter than a frying pan. I was so frustrated, I don't know how i found the words to answer him, but i still did. And now were here, together. He is my world, he is the one who made me believe in love. He is the best Adam out here, and no one can change my mind.

{ Also I'd be changing the fact of them still being in high school. They won't be 18 years old, but 20. Sorry for shitty spelling again :) }