The Chloe I know

The next step

I walked down from my room, I had just finished my Netflix addiction,I watched 

ahs and adventure time. Fiona and cake are officially my fav-

I then heard knocking at my door, i stopped, then I laughed probably mom

I raced down to the door, I was expecting my mom with a handful of groceries, I 

licked my lips in excitement I couldn't wait for my food my stomach had been 

grumbling for the last hour. I oped he door to laugh in my moms petite face

but instead I opened my door to five police men.

"I um, hi, can I help you?"

"Please come with me." I looked at this man in the eye; what right did he have to 

take me, I didn't do anything wrong first of all

"Uh why?" I purposely gave him some sass, he deserved it, I'm fifteen not

eighteen

"It's not my place to say will you please step outside so I can take you to the

hospital?"

"What happened is my brother okay?"

"Your brother is fine, please I beg you just come with me."

I stepped outside and counted, one step, five step, fifteen step. Tap...tap....tap, 

all I did was tap my feet on the bottom of the police informant car floor, hoping I 

wasn't being arrested for something I didn't do, or worse going to the hospital

to see someone I didn't want to see.  

Then again why would they arrest me at a hospital. I needed to call my mom, 

shit, my phone. I paced in the car and just kept having to myself That I would be 

okay. We finally arrived at the hospital. I stepped out, and walked in, I then 

proceeded to walk to the hospital. I stepped inside to find my brother sitting in 

one of the cushioned red seats they always had in hospitals, the word 

hospital...ew. I sat next to him

"Why are we here?"

"I dunno what did you do wrong this time." He glared at me

"excuse me" we both looked up to see a man with the name tag- dr.brice he had 

a white coat on and he smelled like axe, and peppermint. He had white hair and 

pens in the coat pocket by his shoulder. He wore brown leather dress shoes and 

blue doctor pants. I kept thinking dr.shepard, turned old. I then was brought

Back to the *family only* room, it was a very small room with six boxes of 

tissues, and the furniture looked like my grandmas furniture, it was a worn out 

couch and chair. And the cabinet looked so old, washigton used to contemplate 

if he had a use for it, everything was so old, I thought my mom would be 

infatuated with it. Obsessed with these ~antiques~

I know I know so much about my mom but I love her.

"I'm so sorry for your lost." The doctor looked down and he had a tear forming

In his eyes

"Why? We haven't lost anyone." I kinda laughed this was all a mistake

"Oh you haven't been told? I'm sorry for you loss, your mother passed

Away from a severe brain injury from the car accident? No one told you?"

I froze, memories of the last all flooded through my head how could this

Have happened.

Oh sweetheart it's okay mummy's got you

i fell to the floor I couldn't breathe I looked over at my brother who just sat there

I began into a almost Inhumanly belt, my whole worled just shattered with

Three words "your mother passed" and everything hurt like someone

Took my chest out and replaced it with gas that was burning. The fuel that

Wouldn't retain, nothing felt real anymore, nothing felt safe. All my

Barriers were breaking and I gasped for air that wasn't coming, the tears of the

Tsunami flooded my eyes, and I couldn't see or hear, I was helen Keller

In that moment. And nothing felt human, I passed out. And then the thoughT

Began I was having a awaken dream. I could control everything and suddenly

My mother was in my hands. I could hug and touch and smell her, her sweet lilac

Perfume. With her blonde and brunette hair in the field of Daisy's, we were back

In wyoming, we went there every summer and stayed at the lake cabin. We

Would go to Montana for short periods of time.; And we just sat there, the smell

Of Daisy's filling out nostrils and the scenery of only angels lived here. She spoke

"Let me go, I'll be fine here, I promise." She held my hand, the tears formed in

My eyes, I didn't want her to go, my mom was all I had, she was my whole world,

I could almost hear a distant voice in my head and with that it was the last time

I felt my mothers grasp, or the realist thing to it.

"CHLOÉ, CAN YOU HEAR ME." I heard piercing echoes as I began to awake

"NO NO NO NO, SHES NOT, NO SHES NOT, SHES ALIVE SHE HAS TO BE

MY MOM IS EVERYTHING YOUR WRONG MY MOM ISNT DEAD!" I sounded

Like a drunken person, "YOU ALL ARE IDIOTS!!!!!"

I couldn't explain this but, it's not okay to have your mom die

I saw a quote one time that read

"Enjoy the people in your lives today and enjoy the people he has given you

Because one day he takes them back, and leaves you without till death, you

Meet again."