four days
"borderline personality disorder," the therapist spoke. yeonjun paying attention to their every word as beomgyu stared at his feet. another mental illness to hang over his head and make him look like more of a problem.
you are a problem
"how can we help him?" yeonjun asks, softly rubbing beomgyu's shoulder. he knew this wasn't easy for him. but he'd convinced beomgyu to come talk to the therapist after his breakdown the other night.
"we can start him on medication today, but its crucial he takes them everyday after. i would also like him to visit me atleast once a week from now on and he needs to start keeping a journal," the therapist answered.
"okay," yeonjun nodded. it was going to be a challenge to get beomgyu to take the meds but yeonjun knew he could do it. he'd done it before with heuningkai. the two idols stood up from their chair and exited the room, beomgyu not even glancing at yeonjun one time.
"how'd it go?" soobin asks, approaching the pair as yeonjun sighed softly. beomgyu couldn't look at any of them. he knew he was a nuisance to them. a problem that only made their lives even harder. he'd heard the conversations soobin and yeonjun had after they thought he'd gone to bed. he knew he stressed them out.
"he's just a kid hyung," soobin sighed.
"I know that bin. but he's so hard to care for sometimes. I understand we have legal guardianship over him but somedays I wish he'd just give us a break," yeonjun replies while taking a sip of his tea.
beomgyu walked past his fellow members and out of the building to go get into the company car. to his surprise taehyun had gotten there first and was curled up in the backseat of the van, tears going down his cheeks.
"hey...are you okay?" beomgyu asks, getting into the car and sitting down a few seats away from taehyun.
"im fine. just leave me alone," taehyun said coldly.
look at what you've done to him beomgyu
you've broken his heart
another person you've hurt just by existing
