killing me softly (oh sangwoo x female reader fanfiction)

chapter 2

Victoria's POV
This is possibly the first time someone talks to me with so much kindness ever since I moved to Korea. Sangwoo is such a gentleman, perhaps I can finally make a new friend, my first Korean friend if I am to be more specific. He transmits me such a different vibe, I really would love to get to know him better. Of course keeping it secret from my parents. I must admit that his eyes speak various emotions. What I mean is that I sense that no matter how generous he appears to be, no matter how much he is smiling while speaking to me, I sense that there's a hidden, perhaps I dare to say dark, mystery behind those dazzling eyes.
"Why in South Korea though? Was it your choice to come here for your studies?"
"Well, it wasn't. The truth is that I wanted to stay in Zurich, though my parents had other plans.".
"Which means that it was your parent's decision to study here I assume."
"Yes, but that happened because of my father's job. He works as an ambassador in the Swiss Embassy. I have happened to attend various schools in Europe and I lived one year in USA and 2 years in Russia."
"Now that actually sounds such an amazing experience, although troublesome, having to move from place to place, trying to catch up new friends every so."
"Yes it was kinda, however I do feel thankful I at least was able to spend my high school years in Switzerland." I smile staring a bit intensely into his dark eyes, fuck don't gaze at him like this, he doesn't seem to be some kind of a stupid ass, relax your gaze, you've just met him. I think to myself.
"Still I wonder, why didn't you stay there? You're old enough to make your own decisions about your life, you're adult, aren't you?"
Fuck, what am I supposed to reply now? He is so fucking right, that I am to start overthinking everything again, no. What if I ignore this question related to the reason I study here!?
"I am 19."
"23."
We remain silent for some minutes, maybe seconds, I've just felt bad. His gaze has changed. He looks dark. Could it be the fact that I have just ignored his question about my studies!? Or I want to believe that he is thinking of something else to ask me or tell me. I look at my phone to see the bus stations and I can see through the screen that he is staring at my doings. Oh 5 more stations and I arrive. This means I won't see Sangwoo again? Should I ask if he has any account on social media, then there could be a possibility to meet for a coffee or grab something to eat.
"So, ehm what do you do for a living?" Damn, that's not what I was supposed to ask, but no I do well to ask, since he is the one asking about my life.
"Well I do various stuff. I happen to study at a college like you. Not the one you are, that's indeed too much to afford. Plus I don't have any knowledge on the German language."
"I see."
"What about you Victoria? Do you have any friends here? Or any hobby you do sparing your free time?"
"Ehm well I don't have friends. As for the hobby you ask, I love drawing! And this is what I do literally every day while listening to music. You?"
"You draw? That's interesting! I would like to see some of your sketches if you of course had the pleasure to show me. As for me, I like sports, hanging around, going for hunting."
Oh my God! That's my chance, he is interested in my art, perhaps I can mention my Instagram account in which I share my drawings.
"Hunting!? Oh I think that life in Switzerland would be suitable to you, due to the fact that hunting is widely accepted in our country!" He starts smiling and laughing a bit. I hope I didn't say something stupid, he said hunting, I am not deaf. Okay I am going to mention the exchanging social media accounts just because I start to feel uncomfortable, I hope I didn't mention something stupid. Silly Victoria.
"Sangwoo?"
"Victoria!"
"You said you would like to see my sketches, perhaps, if you agree, we can share our social media accounts. Do you happen to have an account on Instagram platform?" That's it. His gaze has switched again. He smiles warmly and I feel better now. He replies positively grabbing my phone typing his username on Instagram and give it back to me. I follow him and then I switched to my personal account to follow him from it too. I see him getting connected to his account following me back. I want to spam on his account, but he can see such an embarrassing action, I will spam when I am home. He replies to some messages. While Sangwoo is unfortunately occupied answering some messages on his account, I notice that I need to leave the bus in the next station. Today I am having a dinner with my parents, another typical day with mom and dad talking about literally nothing. I do feel sick of this routine, I wish I could break it somehow. If only Sangwoo could help me escape from this mundane life, no I've just met him, why am I romanticizing? Stop Victoria. This can't be a Disney fairy tale even if I would like it to be, ah I am silly, learn from your mistakes girl I tell myself inside my head.
I move my gaze to Sangwoo and I tell him that this is my station. He stands up   showing me with his hand the way to pass and I smile but my eyes stare at the floor instead of him. As I walk two, perhaps three, steps, I feel my hand being caught tightly but simultaneously smoothly. He stops me from keeping walking. I slightly turn my head to look at his dazzling eyes.
"It was nice to meet you, I would like to meet you again."
Oh my God!!! This wasn't the end, even if we could chat through the social media platforms.
"Pleasure ! Of course, uhm we can stay in touch."
"I will text you!"
"I will wait! Ehm see you soon. Nice to meet you Sangwoo, again."  I whispered the last word, damn I am bad at ending conversations. He at least mentioned that he would text me, I hope he will.
He greets me again and I make my way out of the bus.

There is an Italian restaurant here. I must admit I have missed the European cuisine. My mother orders gnocchi, my father chooses pizza with 4 cheese and I take the carbonara dish. My dad passes me one slice of the pizza and I smile at him. Honestly all I can think of right now is Sangwoo, I can't wait to scroll down his account in order to stare at his photos. But what if... I don't want, I need to stop, if this has the same end? This is how it started the precious time, I start to fall in love and I met him like an hour ago. I guess that's how love or Eros come. Out of the blue.
My parents are talking about business, sometimes I do have sort of thoughts, is business the only thing they discuss? Obviously I don't mention that I met someone and thank God they don't ask about the university stuff. I wanna lock in my room and stare at Sangwoo's photos.

Sangwoo's POV
That was a tremendous day! I've never added a western girl to my victim list. Here comes the chance! She is my new prey, as I said to her, I like hunting and that's her the one I am going to hunt. Although I am going to invest this case with slow steps. Victoria Keller seems an interesting person. Maybe I desire to get to know her because she is of different race. She is an easy one to get. Let's see, a white girl, from a rich family, who doesn't seem to have a good life no matter the privileges her family's money can afford her, definitely a problematic relationship with her parents, who seem to be obstacle to her dreams. Something tells me this one is going to take me months, ah I hope she will enjoy staying here.
It seems that the Swiss college doesn't provide art courses. What does she study? Definitely something she doesn't like. Damn, she is talented! Her art account has 12K followers!? Well I can tell why. I am shocked to believe that she's self-taught. Let's check the private one. She is cute and pretty. That's going to be an amazing new adventure for me! I can already picture her naked in my basement, her blood dripping, her trembling voice begging me to stop violating her petite figure, ah her broken ankles I think I am turning on. I rest my head back as I turn the laptop down. I am just picturing Victoria, God I want her. I've never felt this excited for a prey, this one just hit different. Ah her short small figure laying on my basement, her ankles being swollen, I am repeating the same thought and picture on my head. I want this girl. I feel aroused. I go back to reality and I look at the bulge on my trousers. I laugh.
"Look Victoria, what you did to me."
I have to take care of this.

Not a single text!? I was hoping that she would give me a sign. Is this the game you're playing Swiss girl? I guess she is expecting me to ask her on a date and that is I plan to do. It's night, let's see.

'Hey Victoria, how are you? Would you like to meet me tomorrow? Perhaps after school.'

Let's see. She is online but doesn't reply, bitch don't you dare to ignore this, for your own sake.
I go down stares to drink a glass of water. On my way back I hear a notification sound. It's her! Let it be her, not any other bitch.
Bingo!

'Hi Sangwoo, I am fine you? Yes definitely! Would it be easy for you to come in my college ?'

'Hey I am fine too, thanks for asking. Yes no problem. Is it okay to meet at 14:00?'

'Yes, I finish my courses at 13:45. I will see you tomorrow then!'

'Done, good night :)'

'Good night Sangwoo.'

The fact that I had to seem sweet in this conversation isn't really my thing. Anyways, all I can tell is that I will be seeing her in 13 hours from now. Let's find out more about her.
Piece of cake I think, I don't really mind that Mr. Keller works in the Swiss Embassy in Seoul, honestly I don't give a fuck, I am going to take Victoria and bring to life this beautiful picture of hers with her broken swollen ankles the blood. The knife on her smooth skin , ripping it apart, that scar on her neck I plan to design. She is an artist, I don't think she would have problem with it, I will introduce her to my art, making her the suitable perfect model for my artistic form.

*** I have finally finished the semester exams, I did well judging by the grades that came out soon, anyway, I hope you enjoy this chapter, sorry it's a bit long.
It will be a bit slow, I mean we have tome until Sangwoo reveals his true self to Victoria. Till then I hope you will enjoy this story!