killing me softly (oh sangwoo x female reader fanfiction)

chapter 13

SANGWOO'S POV
I really no longer recognise myself anymore. I treat Victoria in a way I never really thought I would treat her, what has gotten into me. Maybe I act or better react like this because of my mother's voice asking me to kill Victoria.
Those days, even if spring, it's raining a lot, I spent the last three mornings at home, having the most sex I have ever had in life. Today this morning I received messages from some of my classmates I had in university. Among them there's a bitch, who was interested in me a lot, what was her name... hm I see... Min Jieun, she is a good looking gal but definitely not of a good partner, I don't think that she would be obedient like my girl. Nevermind.

"YO SANGWOO, LONG TIME NO SEE. WE HAVE A GATHERING ON THURSDAY NIGHT, SOME PALS FROM UNI, WOULD YOU LIKE TO COME WITH US?"

"SURE, WHERE DO YOU THINK WE GO?"

"IN A CLUB PROBABLY. I AM SENDING YOU THE PLACE AND HOUR WHEN I KNOW."

"ALRIGHT THEN."

Why not? I would definitely need a night out tomorrow. I will have them a surprise, Victoria. I think she would like to go out. She never says no when it comes strolling around.

Thankfully the voices of that woman no longer echo in head, I don't think of her so I am calm. Sometimes I believe she would appear as a ghost to harm Vicky, holy fuck.

"Sangwoo?"
Her voice distracted me from just thinking of how to deal with the ghost that could unalive her.
"Hm?"
"What would you like me to cook today?"
"Nah I will do the cooking today."
"Oh" her lips formed an O of surprise. Thinking of the ghost of my past, I don't want to hear her voices again echoing on my mind, so I better occupy myself with literally anything that could distract me. I am even willing to witness Victoria drawing her ex or even think of what that police officer wanted. He was looking at me so suspiciously, like he wants something.
I decided to cook some spaghetti and then something sweet, something Korean or again staying on the Italian cuisine. I started preparing the kitchen in order to make the spaghetti. Victoria was about to go upstairs.
"Victoria? Hey?"
"Yes?"
"Would you like me to bake something?"
"Ah I don't know, if you feel like you want something sweet."
"I have strawberries and prepared biscuits for tiramisu. How about an Italian menu for tonight?"
"Oh yes I would love that."

VICTORIA'S POV
I was a bit shocked but I have noticed that Sangwoo is no longer himself, the last weeks possibly he is not thinking clearly or I have no idea what is wrong in his mind. I hope that he will feel better soon or later. Plus ever since I told him what I did in the past to my now dead brother, he shows some kind of empathy. But what has happened when he was a kid? He never ever told me. I don't put the pressure on him. I decided to draw, I do miss Sebastian and I draw him. Sangwoo doesn't like this but he speaks no word of it. A part of me still thinks of him, maybe I am still in love with Sebastian and perhaps I will never see him again. Who knows.
Sangwoo made a very delicious tiramisu and as usual I couldn't resist, I have always had sweet tooth, but it has become progressively worse. I have gained some weight as well, my body doesn't feel different, the clothes though do. I couldn't resist of not trying it a bit, but Woo said no strictly. He wanted me to share the spaghetti firstly.

Tonight while we literally ate the half of the tiramisu, omg, Sangwoo mentioned a students gathering, which shook me.
Some of his classmates, he had in University, said that possibly on Thursday night they would go for a drink and he considers to join them, but me joining them was a surprise. 'Don't worry everyone speaks English you will communicate fine with them.' That phrase being accompanied with that cunning tricky smirk of his terrified me a bit. He is up to something. Maybe he could tell me. He isn't sure as he didn't receive any message at that moment. It was only not late at night that he got a text. He said that we would go.
"Victoria make sure you will look gorgeous and sexy."
I stared in shock, well I am very simple and usually my clothes are sweaters, jackets, leggings and cargo pants. I had some dresses, I looked at the wardrobe, there was a dress, which was something Sebastian bought for me, thank God Sangwoo had no idea, of course I happened to wear it around twice. I had it just in case I graduate from the Swiss college here, which meant never anymore. The upper part of the dress is black with stripes to hold on my shoulders, the "skirt" is silver and sparkling. It looked so good though. The small diamonds on the waist part were such a gorgeous detail. My hair is naturally straight but with light waves, so I decided to just have it fully straight hair. As for the makeup, it's been so long before I last did, so I would try to make my eyes looking big, I am actually pretty excited for the makeup, I've missed it actually.
That day arrived and I am a bit scared. I've realised that I looked as I wanted, after a long time I feel so woman! Sangwoo wore a dark red costume, the blouse was black. I felt myself going drunk because of the perfume.
He looked so gorgeous! He stared at me with a devilish smirk but a teasing gaze.
"You look hot, Victoria!"
I smiled and thanked him, returning the compliments back.
"Shall we go?" He took my hand and led me to the car.
To be fair enough, deep inside me I have a bad feeling about this night, although no feelings should be showed.