killing me softly (oh sangwoo x female reader fanfiction)

chapter 12

SANGWOO'S POV
The last days my mind was surrounded by dark thoughts dreams. A person I knew as dead had come to haunt me once again now that I was finally on a way to fix things. It's been a long since I killed, I find myself hard to explain how Victoria had influenced my life. Ever since we crossed our ways, I sensed that something would change. Victoria is actually is a kind person, I dare to say weak, she fell for my tricks, my fake image of the good gentle guy, the Prince charming, even though by time passing, I could tell why she was so easily attached to me. Though after I found out information of her past, there's only one query running through my thoughts, what the hell had happened between her and Sebastian? She described him as the most unique person on planet, yet they broke up, she could have stayed with him eternally. Victoria maybe too emotional, but her presence always finds its way to keep me in quiet mind and mood.
I think I am ready to trust her, sometimes however I don't hide my fears that I believe she would poison me just like that ghost of my past tried to commit. Victoria could have had so many chances to escape, yet she stayed claiming to love me. Unlike her... that ghost wakes me up in the nights... whispering things... she wants Victoria dead... she wants me to kill Victoria... she hates her... and I know very well to myself, the only reason she wants Victoria to leave this world is because she hates me and she hates to see that there is a person who actually sees me as a normal human being that can be loved and have a good life to live not to waste.

My mother...
... came back to her son
... to haunt the son and kill him...
... softly but with pain and torture...

And so every time I am close to Victoria her voice echoes.

"Kill her."

"Kill her."

"Kill her."

"She doesn't love you and doesn't care, only I know you from the depths of your inner self."

I don't want her, I have no idea how to vanish her, to keep her quiet.
I was mischeated, thinking that I was able to keep her quiet for years, yet she csme back to ruin everything again.

Unfortunately for me, everything was leading to its worse point. She speaks every so I approach my girl. Was it a sign for me to kill? But my heart can't bear it to take Victoria's life, I am unable to do so.

Oh God, I do have feelings for this woman, I do care about her...

SOME DAYS LATER
I decided to do something because I was thirsty enough for blood. I had to keep distance from Victoria, I don't mean to hurt her.
I had a warm shower. I don't always show it, at least inside the house in lways wear comfort clothes, but I truly am into fashion, my new black suit with the light baby blue shirt. I made sure my hair to look good and I added a lot of perfume. It was one of Sauvage Dior. Victoria was standing in the door without taking her eyes off of me, I could see her jealousy burning in her big green eyes.
"Sangwoo, where will you go?"
"In a club with friends." I turned to face her and approached her kissing her forehead.
"Now be a good girl and go to bed."
"But-"
"-you have to sleep, come on."
I led her to the bed, putting her onto the mattress and cover her with the blanket. I kissed her once again I'm her forehead.
"Goodnight, don't worry sweetheart, when you wake up I will be lying next to you."
She nodded her head positively while I was patting her head.
"Okay, goodnight Woo."
I left her with the Christmas lights to shine, even if Spring is closed, we decided to keep the Christmas lights on our bedroom.

I made my way to a club where I could find potential victims. I chose a vodka to drink, heavy drink, but alcohol does not affect me, I can take a lot if I want. So many sluts here, some tryna seduce me, one of them is going through her final moments of living. So I caught up myself talking with a girl, she was quite pretty, not like my Swiss girl, but she was pretty enough, a beautiful decoration to my basement. We talked a bit and danced. She was wearing very revealing clothes, having a petite figure and her hair was dyed blond. Ah I wish she were a foreigner, I really need to cut the strings of life of a foreigner girl, white or black, definitely not my white girl who's sleeping at home waiting for me to return.
"What's your name handsome?"
She whispered to me. I bowed down to her, close to her ear, smelling her perfume.
"Sangwoo, and yours pretty ?"
"Eun-U. I was expecting you, since you've been staring at me a lot, that as gentleman you would first of offer me a drink."
Oh bitch got right to the point.
So I offered her a drink of my choice, she seemed a bit off, which means that she had already consumed so much of alcohol. Hope that vodka would drive her hangover. The more we were drinking, the more we were approaching each other until our lips united. Easy one, that's her the one. Aw thinking the scent of blood and so oh God, it makes me feel turned on. We continued talking, flirting, kissing. Victoria won't understand anything.