My terrible alarm screeches into the air to get me to wake up and I groan before turning my head into my pillow, my soft pillow because I'm in my bed, I'm-
Wait-
I gasp as I quickly jump to my feet, sleepiness out of my system in less than a second as I process my current reality, you can't be serious!
I find my phone in its usual spot and turn off the stupid annoying noise before looking at the time, seven in the morning, the day after yesterday, no no no, you can't be serious, this has got to be a bad joke.
Did I fall asleep during my precious time with Namjoon and Jin?
That realization makes me want to burst into tears because I didn't give them my phone number, I didn't get theirs either, how are we supposed to meet up again if we have no way of contacting each other?
With my phone tightly locked between my fingers, my heart thundering away and making my body shake with every hits to my nerves, I start searching through my device, they must have left a note right?
But how could they! I made sure only Hoseok and Yoongi would be able to unlock it, even if they wanted to, they wouldn't have been able to do anything! Shit!
I hit my pillow with a groan, phone thrown on the bed in anger, stupid Y/N, stupid stupid! Why did you have to fall asleep when you just found them? You're ridiculous, what must they be thinking of me now?
Frustration against myself grows overwhelmingly large when I decide to wrap myself with my blanket before sitting on the floor at the foot of my bed, I feel so awful. After so long, we finally met and I had to ruin everything, again, I had to ruin it a second time.
It doesn't take a minute before I start crying and it takes even less time for someone to rush to my room, door opening quickly to reveal Yoongi with his eyes wide on my bed, he looks like he's ready to call Hoseok when he finds it empty before a sob gets his attention to where I am on the floor.
He hurries to my side before kneeling down and his hands cup my face so he can have a good look at me. "Are you hurt anywhere? Why are you crying, bunny? What's wrong, talk to me please" he pleads, not finding any wounds on me making him start to panic, he fears his nightmare coming true.
He sure doesn't expect it - although he should have - when I blurt out my worries, snot running down my nose, tears falling down like a waterfall and eyes bloodshot with the emotions that rose too fast upon waking up.
"I fell asleep on them and now I don't have any means to reach them again Yoon" I whimper with a trembling voice, another sob on the verge of slipping out but when Yoongi sighs in relief and drops his forehead to my shoulder, it pulls back because I don't understand his reaction, it's bad, it's so bad so why does he look relieved?
"Oh you scared me, bunny... tell me Y/N, my bunny, how do you think you ended up in bed?".
"... uh? W-what do you mean?" I ask him with a hiccup, how did I end up in bed? I... "Did... did they bring me here?" I ask in a murmur, did they? Does that mean they know where I live then?
Yoongi raises his head and sighs deeply before smiling with a nod, hands back to my cheeks to wipe them, after which he reaches out to the tissue box nearby before grabbing one to wipe my nose and make me blow into it with a gentle coo.
"Apparently, when Hobah called you yesterday to have some news about how it was going, it was Jin who replied, you were already sleeping by then so he gave them our address and his phone number in case anything happened.
I was on the way to pick him up at the restaurant when it happened so we met at the apartment complex, we let them in and they brought you to your bed, they found it very hard to leave you" he explains and I pout at him as I try to recover from my short panic, so they know how to find me, it's not all lost?
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Once, forever (unsure fate)
FanfictionNAMJIN X READER - NORMAL LIFE AU ♤♤♤ "We let you leave once, but now we're keeping you forever". "Please, we worked so hard to change for you, come back?".