New Start (A Janoskian Fan Fiction)

Chapter 3 - Mya

Chapter 3 - Mya

I woke up to find Lilli snuggled next to me, she does this when she has had a nightmare, these seem to get worse when someone has mentioned something about Dad appearing again and she has had one every night since we found he's planning to get us. He wants to kill us for goodness sakes, this is enough to give a grown man nightmares. This is why I need to get her to Melbourne, it's for her more than me and if I'm honest I would rather protect Lilli than myself so I stay strong and keep fighting!

Lilli's still sound asleep but I can't get out without waking her so I carefully reached over her tiny body to get my phone and placed my beats over my head. Man, I would die without them. After setting back down I automatically went to the Janoskians channel on YouTube and started watching their videos again, man they can make a girl laugh. I have learnt so much about them from their question and answers and other websites. Jai and Luke are twins while Beau is their older brother and James and Daniel (Skip) are their best friends. Their 'brotherhood' is amazing, they fascinate me by how close they are to each other and how they can make each other do ridiculous dares without any major consequences and just for fun. They seem like such down to earth people, they would be such great fun to live and hang out with. It almost seems as if they can't go on without each other.

Thinking about it now without Lilli I don't know how I would've coped it breaks my heart to see her upset and so scared. I honestly don't understand how our own flesh and blood can want to kill us, why does he want to hurt us so much. Well, to answer my own question, we were recently told by the court that he blames us for our mother's death, as if we don't feel guilty enough.

It's quite early and it's still dark outside... I think? So I just lay back, put my music on shuffle and snuggle back down, soon the sound of 'Set this world on fire' calms me but I never fall into a deep sleep I can't now, I'm to awake! Damn I hate it when that happens...

About 30 minutes later Lilli starts convulsing in her sleep, these situations aren't new to me so I just hold her still until she stops! She doesn't realize they happen until I wake her up after them, she has a tendency to hit me when this happens so she always apologizes! For about the first ten minutes anyway! Normally this thing would scare young people but it turned out our Mum was prone to them when she was pregnant with us, Lilli inherited it where as I will probably never get them.

I phone Sally for her to help me get Lilli up and to take her medication she never really did like tablets. What am I going to do in Melbourne, I can't cope with Lilli's convulsions on my own. Maybe she won't have them so often knowing we are in a different country to that mad man, yeah that's unlikely! Tired and stubborn is when Lilli and I happen to be at our worst, four words (that everyone should know about us) WE DON'T DO MORNINGS! But who does like mornings? No one! Well, except weirdos and nerds, that's who! Teenagers don't like mornings so why should I just because I'm not one of them anymore. I believe they are an invention invented by the devil...

After fighting with Lil' I went to get some breakfast, every seemed distant towards me even though today was the last day to say goodbyes but we didn't want to that early so we planned to finish packing first. This was happening so fast that I still couldn't believe that I am going to live in Australia, I'm going to see record producers that can help me get my life back together through my music. Escaping through music is how I deal with the train crash that is my life, I'm being over the top now, honestly I don't believe my life is a train crash, I just hate running and hiding from mine and Lilli's problems.

The only people I can class as family are here, the only people I class as friends are here, I get to be free from this prison but a big part of me doesn't want to leave, and I think even though this place isn't the nicest, cleanest or best, it will still have a special place in my heart. Stupid I know, most girls have to stay here their entire lives and even when they do leave they need to change their identities, become a different person at least I get to be me.

That's it everything is done, it's weird knowing my whole life just fits into a few cases and boxes. Most girls my age have millions of gadgets and handbags cluttering their room, but I don't like clutter or gadgets. I like the simple things in my life. Walking out my room I took in my surroundings, I strolled down the hallway taking in the colourful walls, I've been locked in for so long! The pictures of my past, group photos from special occasions, random mugshotss that can make the saddest of girls smie! I reached Lilli's door and gently knocked.

"Lil' it's only me, I just wanted to check that you're all packed."

"Yeah come in Mya I... I can't clooose my final... Case!" I laughed at the strain in her voice. She was such a little weakling at times... As I walked in the door I got a cushioned hit from a pillow.

"May is ask, what has tickled you Mya? And who's a little weakling may I ask?" She asked even though she was still hitting me.

Damn, I said that out loud?

"No one and nothing, it's just you sound funny when your struggling!"

"Hmm, okay. But one more hit won't hurt. Let's just say it's for the painful insult that you said... It killed me inside!"

Before she managed to swing and hit me again I grabbed the pillow and tackled Lilli to the ground. We laughed and messed about for a bit, its times like this when I don't know what I would do without her. We both looked at each other the same time and shared the special twin telepathy that no one believes we really have, she knew what I was going to say and beat me to it.

"Yes, Mya I'm scared. I'm so scared that I'm thinking of killing myself so as our psycho 'Daddy' won't ever have the chance."

"Don't you ever say that again Lilli, I will never give him the chance to hurt you."

"But Mya, it's not going to be that easy..."

"Lil' I'm being serious I have two words for you... SHUT UP!!!"

Laughing our heads we enveloped each other in a big bear hug (our favorite type) before deciding to head downstairs. This was going to be hard...

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Okay guys don't kill me if this is terrible... This is my first story and my first authors note! Not sure if anyone is actually reading this but if you are then thanks because you are probably the only one. Umm please comment with feedback and the Janoskians will appear very soon!

Much Love, G...xx