music is balsting in my ears, the smell of strong alcohol wafting into my nostrils, and my lovers hand intertwined with my own. we weave between the crowd of people dancing and drinking their cares away.
after a couple minutes of dancing, i leave clay and head over to the bar; ordering myself a shot. while i wait for the bartender to serve my drink i look around the club for clay. i spot the tall man on the other end of the bar from where i'm sitting, he is stood with a glass of whiskey in his hand and talking to another girl-
the girl was beautiful, long blonde hair laying on her tanned shoulders. and her red dress hugging her curves. sadness floods my brain has i watch clay smile his stunning smile while she talks. she giggles bringing her hand up to clay's arm and resting it there.
the bartender sets my shot down in front of me, and I pull a few dollars out of my purse as a tip. after, i grab the small glass, bring it to my lips, and throw my head back. i feel the liquid go down my throat as a burning sensation forms in my mouth. i set the glass back down on the bar quickly and turn my head to see the girl still flirting with clay.
i get a sick feeling in my stomach while still watching the scene infront of me. quickly i walk to the entrance of the club, feeling hot tears weld up in my eyes. the cold air hits my partially exposed skin while tears stream down my face. i practically run to clay's car just wanting to get away from him. i sit down on the hood of the car, sobbing into my hands.
footsteps grow louder from beside me, my cries never stopping. two arms wrap around my shoulders, holding me close and i immediately know who's arms they are. as much as I want to stay in clay's warm embrace i can't. i push him away from me and jump off the hood of his car. "baby?" he says worried.
"don't clay, just go back to her." i croak out, turning and walking away from him. until i feel a large hand grab my wrist, forcing me to turn back around. "what are you talking about, y/n?"
"don't try to 'protect' me from the truth clay! i saw you with her. i saw her flirting with you, and you never even tired to stop her." my voice is laced with heartbreak. "i saw her clay, she's gorgeous. she could take you from me without even trying, and i'm pretty sure she already did."
i look into his eyes preparing for our final goodbye, but instead i'm met with guilt. this guilt was not the guilt of being caught, instead the look of knowing you hurt someone you care for. "y/n- i'm so sorry. i went to school with her, she always came onto me but i didn't and still don't know how to tell her i don't like her."
"just take me home clay." i say bluntly walking to the passenger side of the car. he nods walking to the other side and unlocking the doors for us. i sit down in the seat with a thud, crossing my arms over my chest and praying this car ride goes by quickly.
it doesn't. it seemed as if we hit every red light on the way home and like time slowed down.
the sky was dark, with dim shades of purple and blue scattered throughout the sky. the stars twinkle under my gaze, as we pass by rows of modern homes. finally after what seemed like hours of driving we pull up to our home.
the car comes to a stop, quickly i step out of the vehicle and rush into the two story building. my heels click against the hardwood floors as I walk through the empty house.
"y/n please, can i make it up to you baby?" he pleds following close behind me. "i'm not sure how you can clay." i finally turn around to meet his eyes, i could tell he genuinely felt awful for making me think he was flirting with another girl. "can i please show you that you are the only one i want. i want to make you feel good baby" he places his hand on my waist, hesitant incase i was uncomfortable at all.
"is that ok?" i nod my head. i'm used to clay being rough with me, throwing me around, and choking me. but today was different, today he began by peppering my face and neck with loving kisses. after he covered every inch from my shoulders up with his sweet kisses he grabbed my wrist and led me to our bedroom, laying me down on the king sized bed and leaving a trail of lovebites from my shoulder to my hips. after every bite he would press his lips to the marks soothing the small amount of pain that he gave me.
he hooks his fingers under my dress, pulling it up to reveal my lime green lace panties; clay's favorite. i look down at him to see a wide smile of his face "so pretty" he says kissing my clothed clit, earning a moan from me. he quickly pulls my underwear to my ankles.
he pushes two fingers into my entrance, pumping slow at first. a breathy moan escapes my lips as clay begins pumping faster. i weave my fingers through his hair, pulling gently everytime i'd moan. i was quickly approaching my climax, and clay knew that too. he starts rubbing my clit with his thumb while he stares into my eyes. "i-i'm close clay" I whimper out. he doesn't say anything, just speeds up his motions.
I come undone on his fingers with a loud moan. I watch as clay stands up, pulling his pants down along with his boxers. he squirts lube in his hands before coating his cock in the slippery liquid. I feel his tip poke my entrance as he lines himself up. he pushes his length into my body, both of us moaning from the feeling.
he stays in one place for awhile, making sure i'm not in pain. I give him a nod, letting him know he can move.
he pulls out, just to slam himself back in, pleasure filling my mind. I moan as he slams into me at a rapid pace. I tighten around him, earning a low groan from clay. "c-close" I manage to stutter out inbetween moans. "cum on my cock baby." i unfold after a couple more thrusts, clay follows after me quickly.
I feel clay pull out of me, my body feeling empty and tired from the exercise. the bed dips next to me, I look to my left to see clay laying down with hus chest rising and falling quickly. he turns to meet my gaze and I smile at him weakly. "does this mean you forgive me?" I roll my eyes "I guess" I say dramaticly before breaking out into giggles as he pulls me into cuddle.
"this is nice and all- but we need to shower love" I groan while clay stands up. he picks me up and takes my limp body into the bathroom. I feel a cold surface on my thighs and realize he set me on the bathroom counter. he turns the shower on, setting the water to the temperature I like before walking back over to me. he pulls my dress over my head and helps me undo my bra.
clay helps me to my feet and walks me into the shower, washing both our sweat covered bodies. after the shower he grabs one of his shirts and underwear for me to sleep in, along with boxers and pajama pants for him. I feel my lover pick me up once again to lay me down in our bed with fresh sheets on it. our bodies get tangled together as we fall into a deep sleep.
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