I hear y/n's contagious laugh come from her streaming room as I enter the house. I walk up to the door and knock lightly before entering.
"Oh- hold on Tommy, Tubbo's here" I hear loud boo's coming from y/n's headset as she mutes herself and shakes her head, turning to me. "Hey there Tubs" She says sweetly causing me to smile, I walk over to her chair and give her a light hug. I feel the overwhelming feeling of jealously come over me. Tommy could easily steal my best friend from me.
"Do you wanna do something?" I ask her, wanting her attention. "Yeah sure! Let me just finish this thing off with Tommy and I'll be right there." I nod my head and go into her room, laying on the bed and pulling out my phone. Minutes pass slowly, the minutes into a hour, and the hour into two hours. I finally give up and go to grab my bag and leave.
As I'm about to walk out the door I hear y/n behind me. "Wait! Tubbo, I'm sorry. I lost track of time." I turn to her and shake my head. "No y/n, just go back to Tommy." I turn and walk out of the house, leaving her standing there.
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As I walk down the street I get a phone call.
y/n :)
accept decline
I hit decline and silence my phone, not wanting to hear from her. I continue walking to my house, thankfully it's not too far away from where I am.
I walk into my home, my mother turns to me with confusion. "Why are you home so soon honey?" I feel warm tears flood out of my eyes. My mother quickly runs over to me to give me a hug. "Oh honey" She says while rubbing my back. We sit in silence for awhile while she just allows me to cry.
"What happened sweetie?" I pull away from the hug to look in my mom's eyes. "I feel like y/n is bored of me. She's been spending alot of time with Tommy lately and today- s-she blew me off to play with Tommy." I say stuttering all throughout the sentence. She pulls me back into a hug while whispering apologies to me.
After I say goodnight to my family I head back to my room. I lay down on my full sized bed and open my phone to see multiple notifications.
13 missed calls from y/n :)
67 texts from y/n :)
I turn my phone back off and throw it on the other side of my bed. I stare at the ceiling as I replay the events that took place in the last hour. At some point in my recap I feel into a deep sleep.
I awake the next morning to knocking on my door. "Come in" I yell. I see Lani walk in my room and sit down by my feet. I sit up seeing I'm still in the same clothes I was in when I went to y/n's house last night.
"Toby, I know you are hurting. But you need to talk to her." I nod my head, I know she's right. Lani leaves my room, once again leaving me alone. I grab my phone off the floor, it must have fallen on the floor while I was sleeping. I see over 100 messages from y/n, I take a deep breath and text her.
can we meet up at the park?
y/n :)
yeah, I'll see you in 10
I throw on a random pair of jeans and a t-shirt. I walk into the kitchen, grabbing an apple before leaving the house. The park was about a three minute walk from my house, so I didn't have much time to work up the courage to talk to y/n.
I round the corner to see y/n already sitting on a bench by the swings. I walk over and sit on the bench on the other side from where y/n is. "Hey"
Y/n is the first one to say anything, I wasn't sure what to say so I just nodded. "Tubbo-" I look at the smaller girl next to me, feeling like tears are going to spill out of my eyes.
"Are you bored of me y/n?" I see her furrow her brows, but before she can say anything I cut her off. "If you want me to leave you alone, so you can become best friends with Tommy that's fine, just tell me y/n!" I feel my heart shatter as I yell at my best friend. "Toby what are you talking about? You are my favorite person on the entire world, I would never replace you!"
"THEN WHY DID YOU DITCH ME FOR TOMMY LAST NIGHT?!" I scream, not caring there are children playing a few feet away. "I'm sorry Toby, I really am. Tommy and me were on the smp, then Wilbur got on and asked us to vc because he needed help with lore. I tried to leave but they kept having questions about my character." My face softens as I realize she wasn't sick of me.
I pull her into a hug as I start to cry. "I'm sorry I got jealous y/n"
"I'm sorry I left you alone last night" I pull away from her embrace to watch the clouds move by. "Tubs?" I turn to her "can we go back to my house?" I nod at her as we stand, beginning to walk back to her home.
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