Me, myself, and life.

Whatever this chapters called..

End of year testing was coming in about a month and a half and we were about to prepare for graduation to become freshman in a new world. I was getting my life together slowly but surely. My friends were falling out of relationships and some into relationships. I wasn't in a relationship as I haven't been for months and months now after my ex I wasn't ready to move on. So I started focusing on my life and I just pushed him to the side and began to focus on my academics. I was a beta student. Elite status. I'm supposed to impress my teachers but I'd been getting in lots of trouble facing ALC it's like a not fun break from class for about a week and you have to do tons of work with little help.... I was an elite student letting my teachers down little by little. But I didn't worry to much about one thing. I had good grades the whole year I was just an idiot with a crazy personality and I'm kinda...out there you know what I mean? I'm an outcast and that's how I've always liked it. But it always landed me in trouble because I was too weird or whatever.. I like to just say that I'm real. And I'm original. I honestly could care less about how much trouble I got in because everyone's a freaking suck up and they need to learn to not be afraid. I'm not scared of ALC and I'm not scared of suspension. Sooner or later I'll be back. Sure it'll be on my record but it doesn't scare me because I like who I am. Trouble and all. I got so tired of being titled an elite beta student by the teachers. NO! My name is SUMMER ROSE THOMAS!! I do NOT live to please my teachers, or to be a "beta" student, I live to please myself and I do just that. I'm ready to go to high school just to get away from all these fake hags here. The people here suck, especially the girls. I could make a list of names that would go on and on but I don't want to waste my time of my life on people that I could care less about. Everyone is so self conceded and fake. I started to like the band geeks. No not the band geeks at my school. The people in band at my school are fake as well, I just loved loved loved going on band trips to see the kids from out of district and the people from all the massive band events I've been a part of. They were real, they accepted me. It was so cool to be around them and talk about sheet music and marvel characters and comics. They were the kind of people I longed to be with I wanted to spend the rest of my life in that one hot band room with all those people. I was so extremely happy to see these people making creepy pedophile faces when someone said "now make a crazy face?" I got so sick of seeing the same old stay fierce with a duck face? Like who the hell thought that was funny in the first place?! God I was so happy to hear the band director say we were going on a trip just to get away from these people. At times life became so extremely annoying I thought it would never get better. But then I would tell myself to stay calm because I'm freaking rad and I know the coolest people ever.
~This chapter was all random and I sincerely don't care~Much Love~