The Reincarnated Mc Challenges The Author?

CHAPTER 1 A New Identity?

            Hyeon u's pov
Haiz the math exam was so hard i think im gonna fail again...
  
     My siblings are genuises and considered the pride of the town but unlike them i dont have good brains nor good looks.  Im a failure, will I also hear my mom say she's proud of me? Not just
"why cant you be like your sister"
  
   I sat down at the dinner table and prepared to eat,
"helena, I heard you topped the exams again Im so proud of you!" said my mom, and looked at me with a dissapointed look.
   
     "Abel, i heard you didn't get good results, this is because you don't work hard enough! You just care about those lousy arts and novels when will you ever keep the integrity of this family?!

Yes, abel you always read novels about stupid fantasies when will you ever be able to seperate reality from fantasies? My brother added.
  
    My dad tried comforting me but its already too late, i already burst into tears...Embarrassed, I hurriedly run to my room. "look at this girl charles she has no manners!" my mother shouted.

      I opened my phone to talk to my friend crystal. "Hey, i had a really bad day so i thought of calling you. I just don't know who to talk to right now.."

"umm, you know abel im really busy right now so i cant comfort you, i have a lot of homeworks you see." she said in a concerning tone. "alright, im sorry for bothering you" I said.
    
      Crystal continued speaking not knowing im still on call. "Tsk this girl really thought im her friend, i only befriended her because of her siblings she's so-beep" she turned it off after realising it.
   
    Shocked at what happened i stared into the air. "Hahh, HAHAHA! I was foolish, i was foolish to think there's actually someone that cares for me. I looked at the pen in my hand, i smirked and finally ended it all...
  
    (you have entered shinsa)
What?.. I-who was that? Why do i feel so small?
I slowly opened my eyes. Where am i? Im a at the hospital? "darsha! Are you awake?!" said a beautiful woman with silver hair and brown eyes. "who are you? I said in confusion." you dont remember me? Honey im your mom! Doctor weasly why doesn't she remember me?!""

      Please calm down Mrs deschleive, the lady must be experiencing a temporary memory lost due to the accident. Said a man wearing a robe. Wait huh? Lady? And the clothings, did i reincarnate?

"pardon me, but can you tell me what's going on?"
   
     After the conversation i learned that im Aadarsha calixta emine deschleive. The 12 years old first daughter of the grand duchy of deschleive. They said I got on an accident and didn't wake up for three days..My names quite long, so my supposed mom calls my darsha for short, i would prefer cali though.

    "My lady, its time for dinner, we will prepare for your dinner activities." this is my personal maid, one of 10, I can't believe i have to wear a dress just to eat dinner. I walked to the dining hall, the interior and everything are luxurious, just how rich is this family?!

    " Darsha! How are you feeling now? Said a man." who are you? I responded.

"honey, this is your father" said my "mom".

"Im sorry, i didn't know." its okay dear, you should sit and eat you must be starving."

   I looked at the dinner table and saw my elder brother chancelot. He looked a lot like my brother from my past life." darsha, im sorry i wasnt able to visit you when you were sick, i was at school so i cant visit." Chancelot said in a worried tone."its-its okay im sure you were busy.." im still not used to this caring family.

    I hesitated at first but I cant resist the smell of the food so I began eating.
"slow down dear you might choke haha" said my father"
"im sorry im i lacking manners?

   "My father looked at me and said" darsha no matter how you eat no one would dare judge you, so just do whatever you want, im just happy you finally got your energy back."

I barely held my tears in, so this is what it feels like to be loved. Something I never felt from my previous family.

   " Maria can i go for a walk? " Maria is the name of my maid.

" my lady, im afraid not its cold outside what if you get sick!I smiled at her worried face" why are you smiling my lady? Im telling the truth you can really get sick from the cold!

    "Hahhaha I know marie, im just happy to see you are worried about me.Marie smiled and said"

"did you know my lady, i was scared to meet you.
   "and why is that? I said in a worried tone.
" you were famous as the spoiled princess of the duchy."

   So she was spoilt huh? I pondered.

" but talking to you like this, it proved my theories wrong, your young but honest and mature unlike other kids like you. "

    Im not the real dashra that's why.. I wonder, how is she doing? Is it really okay for me to be in this life instead of her? Is it really okay for me to be happy?
 
   "its getting late my lady, you should get some rest now." "alright marie, good night.

Everything is still new to me, but its fun, this might have been the most peaceful and happiest moment of my life.

    Now that i think about it, i heard a voice before i opened my eyes what was that? Hahh im tired of thinking, i should worry about that tomorrow. But, will i wake up in this world again tomorrow?