When It Builds Itself/Bukayo saka

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Jude hasn't been in this book for a awhile so let's give him some writing time.This song goes hard turn up full volume headphones or earphones, airpods recommended.

Jude Pov

I've have been distance with Naylaya I'm not jealous it's that she never payed attention to me ever since Bukayo came to our school it's like she left her bestfriend for a boy that she only knew for 2 months, I'm not going to lie that and say I don't have tiny feelings for Naylaya but I do and I have for a long time but never fully confessed them. I know Bukayo is my friend and I'm happy that my "bestie" has made a friend that I'm okay with ygm?

Idk I just feels weird not being around her for a long time when we basically grew up together it just doesn't fit right, I mean I know I'm was very busy but I didn't know I was that busy for her to almost forget about our friendship.

I've tried so many times and she never responds or I get left on read, so that is why I've come up with a plan you may think this toxic but trust me it's gonna work.

So basically I have a few pics of Bukayo from when he didn't know anything about Naylaya at the time and show them to her she most definitely hasn't seen them cuz their on my phone and she's quite gullible so she can take things to heart easily, which means she has more time with me than Bukayo I know for one that when she ask Bukayo about the photo he gonna say they are old's photos but on the photo imma Photoshop it and change the date so it looks like it was on Wednesday as all the young players from well known football teams to met up for a summer party club thing I didn't go to as it was my birthday.

Ik ik ik ik it's toxic but it the least I can do or am I just being stupid Naylaya was my soul and motivation to keep going now she barely saw me play footy or come chill or have lunch together. I stay up just thinking what went wrong wondering who's fault it was for our friendship to be forgotten.

I think I'm being stupid so I'm not going with my original plan imma go to talk to her and see if we can reconnect with each other without breaking Bukayo and Naylaya hearts at the same time. Cuz of they find out I was lying they would never talk to me again.

But summer is soon and she never responds to my messages and calls, maybe in school at lunch or break which eve one I get her alone so we can talk it out I just want to hear her opinion on the situation cuz I have a lot to get off my chest.

It's the least I can do.