My eyes skim the board, bottom to top, searching for my name. My sight moves past 12, 11, 10, 9, and 8. When I see Christina's name I stop. I couldn't have gotten a better score than her. Could I have? I start to panic. Of course I didn't make it. Once a stiff always a stiff. I continue to look through the names, though all hope that mine was there was lost. Will, Peter, Lynn, Uriah, and first place Tris. Wait, Tris?!?! No! I mean yay but...yaaay. Tobias appears at my side and nudges me.
"Congrats, my Dauntless prodigy." He whispers. I turn to him. He asks me, "Think a hug would give away to much?"
"I really don't care." Is all I say before my lips are on his. We continue kissing until we hear some Dauntless being, well Dauntless. We pull apart and most of our gang was to busy congratulating each other to even notice. It's clear that Christina saw us, Will too. Chris glares at me. I grin back, too happy to return the favor.
"Party at my place! 9:00!" Zeke shouts. Many whoops are heard from the crowd. I guess Zeke throws good parties.
"You wanna go?" Says the amazing voice of Tobias.
"Heck Ya!" I say giggling a bit afterwards.
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I've grown to hate the dorms. Everything about them. The musty smell, the lack of privacy, and most of all the experiences I've had here. I cringe as I remember Edward. His blood. His pain. My eyes well up with tears as I remember Al.
We were each given an a apartment and a bag to pack our clothes in. I'm done before all of the others because of my lack of clothing. When we got back Christina made me explain my relantionship to her. I got up and told everyone I was going to the pit. We all were given 500 point as a Welcome to Dauntless present so I'm off to spend mine. I have 2 hours before Zeke's party.
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I leave Forever Dauntless with loads of things, shoes, shirts, leggings, and bunches of other things. I visit other stores buying the occasional article of clothing. I stop in front of Dauntless secret. I stand there for a while, arguing with myself. Go in? Or not?
I go in and buy some lacy underwear and a push up bra. I really didn't want to but Christina said it's either I get myself or she is coming with my so I got It myself.
I want to try to overcome my fear soon. For Tobias. I know I love him and he loves me and becoming a Dauntless member gave me a burst of confidence.
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I unlock my new apartment with my key attached to the keychain I just bought. It was a simple circle with little charms on it one being a 4 another an infinity symbol and the last a Dauntless flame. I take a shower and change into my new clothes. I slip on my new charcoal grey skinny jeans that have a few rips in them, next I wear a maroon tank top with a see through black lace top with my new undergarments underneath. I am ready to party.
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