[not a story] the world is the best teacher

waiting is torturing

I know ive done bad in my previous job interview. I mean, im too honest. And thats not really good, no?
I applied only on one place, and now i had to wait again bcs i was just starting to apply more.
I honestly dont know.
Im kinda able to tell whats the big picture of my mission right now, to be a better me in future. But i guess i still confused whether i did it right. Im still in a big freakin dillemma and i hate it. Why cant i just move like anybody else?
Ugh man.