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Minho PoV, Thursday

Changbin, Hyunjin and I walk to the cafeteria and sit down at our usual table.

I take out my food and wait for Jisung and his friends. I see them coming through the entrance and wave at them. Jeongin sees me and immediately starts smiling. He runs over to us. Seungmin, Jisung and Felix follow him slowly.

''Hi hyungs!'', Jeongin yells and smiles widely, before flopping down onto the seat next to Hyunjin, putting his head on his shoulder.

Hyunjin smiles at him softly.

Then the others arrive and I immediately shift to the side to make place for Jisung. He sits down next to me and smiles at me. I smile back and ask: ''Are you okay?'' I try to allude to the situation yesterday. He frowns but nods.

I look up because I feel someone's stare on me. I could recognize this stare any time. It's Seungmin.

And I guess Jisung told him what happened because he looks quite angry. I give him an apologetic look, he returns a warning one. I nod and turn to Jisung again.

We chat a bit till I ask: ''What do you have next?''  ''We have a free period.'' My face lits up. ''We too!''  ''Hyunjin and I will go to the back yard of the school or something.'', Jeongin says. ''I'll join you.'', Seungmin says.

Hyunjin looks disappointed but Seungmin doesn't seem to care.

Then the bell rings. Hyunjin, Jeongin and Seungmin stand up and walk away. I want to say something but Felix speaks first. ''Changbinnie and I want to be a bit alone so we'll go somewhere else. Have fun you two!'', he says with a devilish smirk.

They rush away. I turn around to Jisung who looks down on the floor. ''Wanna go to the school library?'', I ask him. He looks at me with a smile. ''Sure.''

We grab our things and go to the library without talking. But it's not awkward so I guess it's fine. I have to think about yesterday again. The fact he wanted to leave so badly makes me sad. I hate myself for making him so uncomfortable.

Yesterday, after he ran away, my sister immediately knew something was wrong, but I didn't want to tell her. So she let me be.

''Hey Jisung.'' I snap out of my thoughts due to a deep voice. A small boy with wide shoulders and a weird grin stands in front of us. I frown when he brings his full attention to Jisung, ignoring me completely. ''Can I have your number?'', he asks and throws a way-too-friendly smile at Jisung.

I don't like him.

Jisung eyes him for a short second before smiling apologeticly and saying: ''Sorry, I'm not interested.''

I sigh in relief.

But the boy doesn't give up. He comes a bit closer to Jisung and says: ''Trust me, you will after you got to know me.'', and smirks.

I want to punch this idiot but Jisung only says: ''I'm sorry but I have to go.''

He walks past him and smiles at me but the boy grabs him by the wrist harshly and turns him around. He opens his mouth but I'm faster. I slap his hand, he loosens his grip and I push him away from Jisung. I stand in front of Jisung and look at the boy. ''Don't you understand that he's not interested? Take the hint and fuck off!''

You did the same, a voice in my head whispers. I shake it off.

''Stay away from my Jisung!''

As soon as the sentence leaves my mouth I regret it. I want to throw myself into a lake and drown.

The boy frowns and then looks at Jisung. ''Sorry, didn't know you were taken.'' Then he goes away.

I gulp and turn around slowly.

Jisung's burning gaze hits me and I take a step back. ''I'm so-''

He takes a step forward and clenches his fists. I close my mouth.

He looks really intimidating somehow.

''I. am. not. yours.'', he says, staring me down. ''Get that inside your head!''

I'm at a loss for words. His angryness seems to change into frustration. He turns around and rushs away. I'm smart enough to not follow him or call him back.

I sigh and push a hand through my hair.

Why do I always mess up?

I decide to go to the library and maybe learn. Or hear music. Or question my existence. Or think about Jisung.

Probably the last.

Hiiii. Today is that family party and i'm not that excited cause those parties always mean three things: getting ignored, getting asked weird questions by old people (wHaT bOoK aRe YoU rEaDiNg?) and getting annoyed by annoying ass kids.

I'm not that confident in my story anymore. I feel like the story moves on too fast but i'll just keep going on with this lol.

Question for you: Favourite kpop group? (i'm not sure if i already asked that question but i'm too lazy to look through all the chapters so yeah there ya go)

Me: BTS

Please let me know what you think so far, vote and comment, thank you!

Stay healthy and take care of yourselves!

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