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Minho PoV, Friday

Yesterday I had to think a lot about Jisung and everything that happened. When I met him I really wouldn't have thought that I would fall in love with him. But I did. And now, I messed up. Again.

Today, I want to talk to him and apologize and also ask him if we could meet up again. 

It's currently the second period, 15 minutes left. And I think about what I can say when I see him in the break. I didn't text him yesterday because I wanted to talk to him personally.

7 Minutes left. I'm scared.

2 Minutes left. My legs shake.

The bell rings. I stand up and wait for Hyunjin and Changbin. We walk to the cafeteria and sit down at our usual table. Then Jisung and his friends arrive. Jisung sits down next to me but looks at Seungmin. I tap his shoulder.

He looks up, right into my eyes and for a second I forget what I wanted to say but I catch myself fastly. ''Can we talk?'', I say, with pleading eyes. He nods.

I stand up and offer him my hand. Surprisingly he takes it and follows me to an empty hallway.

He looks at me expectantly. I clear my throat and say: ''Look, I'm sorry. I don't know how often I said this already, but I'm really sorry.'' I laugh hysterically. ''I don't know what I thought, I just wanted this idiot to fuck off, you know, and this seemed like the only thing I could do. And I know this is not an excuse for my flirting and the mistakes I make, but I just can't hold it back. I've never been in love-'' I stop. I bite my lip and look down on the floor. Wow I should really learn to shut up.

He doesn't say anything. Did he just walk away or...?

I look up and see him grinning at me. My cheeks become hot, although I don't even know why.

He takes a step closer. ''I see, I see, so you've never been in love, huh?'', he says and takes another step forward.

''Shut up!'', I yell and try to hide my blushing cheeks with my hands.

Before he can say more and make me even more embarassed I change the topic. ''So, are you still mad at me?'', I ask and look to the side.

''Nope.'' I look at him, surprised. ''Y-You're not?''  ''No. I actually forgave you yesterday. I slept at Seungmin's and he really cooled me down and I realized it wasn't that of a big deal.''

Although I'm happy, I feel the jealousy boil inside of me but I try to push it down. They've been friends for years and he only knew you for a few weeks, so don't show that you're jealous, you have no right to be...

I nod and smile. ''Nice. So, uhm let's go back.''  ''Yes.'' We go silently next to each other, without saying one word, but I actually feel comfortable with it. For me it's enough to be around him.

When we arrive at the entrance I face him. ''Do you want to meet up on sunday?'', I ask and smile. He returns the smile. ''Sure. Let's go to my house since you haven't been there yet.'' I agree and when we walk inside, I 'accidentally' brush against his shoulder, the contact making me feel relaxed and excited at the same time.




GUESS WHO IS SPONTANEOUS. YOU GUESSED RIGHT. ME. i wrote this and the last chapter without planning it and that's crazy cause i plan my stories completely through before writing and i just wrote this bitch without a plan. i also added the meet up on sunday, i haven't planned this before so applause applause.

Next chapter's gonna be cute and boring so yeah. Fluff ig? i have no idea. AND I HAVEN'T PLANNED THIS CHAPTER EITHER. IM SO SPONTANEOUS COUG COUGH. My mom's cooking some nice asian food and i'm living for it.

Question for you: Which perspective do u like better? Jisung's or Minho's?

Me: Minho, he's so nice to write

Please let me know what you think so far, vote and comment, thank you!

Stay healthy and take care of yourselves!

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