Tactics || Minsung ✔️

14

Minho PoV, Wednesday after baking the brownies

We sit together on the couch and play super smash brothers. Jisung is really bad at the game so I win for the already 9th time.

I laugh. ''Why did you choose the game when you're so bad at it?'', I tease him. He hits my arm and says: ''I couldn't know that you're so good at it.''

I laugh again. ''Another round?'' Jisung pouts but says yes.

While playing I start glancing over at Jisung. He looks cute when he's concentrated. He always looks cute. But especially right now. Then I realize that I'm about to lose, so I concentrate on the game again. But his face is like a magnet. I can't stop looking at it. I observe his face while lazily playing the game, only to not die and not win, so I can continue the staring.

I get closer, our knees touch. Jisung doesn't seem to notice it, he's too focused on the game, but I obviously do. My knee itches and I feel the urge to get even closer.

Suddenly Jisung lets out a cry of joy. I look at him confused. Then I realize that I lost the game. He looks at me and smiles widely. ''That's how you do it!'', he yells, proud of himself and craving for compliments but all I can think about is his smile.

''Your smile is beautiful.''

Jisung stopps in his actions and looks at me with big eyes.

I said what I said.

He hits my arm: ''Yah! Don't flirt with me. We're only friends.''

I lean in his direction and now our shoulders also touch. He feels so warm...

''Maybe I want to be more than that.'', I say, my voice soft and sincere although my eyes stare into his intensly.

Did I really just say that? Fuck, I did. But it's true so...

Jisung is the person I feel comfortable around. He just brightens my mood. I love spending time with him and everything about him is just so real. Of course you could speak of a good friend. But I melt when I see him smile, my skin burns and itches from his touch and all I want to do is kiss him. Right now.

He's everthing I wish for.

''W-What-'', he starts but shuts up when I lean my upper body even more in his direction and come closer with my face.

Jisung flinches backwards and falls on his back. I fastly swing my legs on the couch and hover over him. I put my hands on both sides of his head and stare into his eyes. He has a dark blush on his cheeks and looks at me with wide eyes. Then he turns his head to the side.

Because he gives no answer I get a bit insecure but decide to make a move.

I lower my head and attach my lips to his neck. As soon as my mouth touches the soft skin i close my eyes. The fireworks in my head begin to explode, making me feel dizzy while on the other hand Jisung's skin gets hot and his whole body stiffs.

I open my eyes. Does he not like it or is he just to shy to react?

''Is this okay?'', I ask worriedly.

I lift my body a bit and look at his face. I can see him think really hard. Then he faces me. I hold my breath.

He speaks up: ''No. It's not okay. Get off of me.''

I only look at him. Confusion and sadness hit me.

When I don't move he says harshly: ''Now.''

I snap back to reality and quickly back away from him. He sits up while I rub my neck, embarassed and angry on myself.

Why did I do that?? It's like in the cinema.

Flashbacks of that day come to my mind and I immediately feel guilty.

''Oh god, I'm so sorry.'', I say and face the floor. When I feel his hand on mine I look up. He looks at me with a friendly smile. ''Don't apologize. I just don't want to get hurt.''

I frown. ''Why should I hurt you?''

''You see, at the beginning you just hit on me for no reason.''

''There WAS a reason, you're beaut-''

He lifts his hand to silence me. ''I don't think I'm already over that. And I don't want to realize that you only like me for my body. I don't want to get thrown away once you have enough from me.''

I stare at him. Does he really think I am like that? I haven't been on a party for ages. If I think about it only because of him.

I'm in love.

''I would never do that. I'm not like that anymore.'', I say. My chest hurts.

''Then what changed your mind?'', he asks and looks at me sceptically.

''You.''

His cheeks flush and he twiddles his fingers. ''I... Just give me a little more time.'', he says and looks at me with big eyes.

I'm having a heart attack.

I smile softly. ''Sure.''

I stare at him. I could do this all day by the way.

He seems to feel kinda awkward under my stare but suddenly his alarm rings, making me and him jump out of shock.

He quickly stands up and rushs to the kitchen. I follow him slowly.

When I arrive at the kitchen he already took out the brownies. He removes them from the sheet and puts them on a big plate. When he's done he smiles at me proudly. I have to smile. ''They look awesome.''

I look at him again and feel the urge to kiss this beautiful smile. But I know that this would end very badly so I just stare right into his eyes, before traveling down to his lips.

He seems to notice where I look at because he blushes and looks away. Then the door bell rings, making me snap out of my daze and him to run past me fastly. ''Oh, I guess that's my mom who's picking me up, b-''  ''Wait, didn't you walk here?''  ''Yes, but she told me she would pick me up, so bye!''

I open my mouth to say something but he interrupts me: ''Keep the brownies!'' Then he puts on his shoes and rushs out of the house.

I sigh and take a brownie. While eating I have to think about the former situation.

What are you doing to me, Han Jisung?

hello fellas, basically I like this chapter and there's actually nothing more to say than that Seungmin kicked Felix out of his bias wrecker position.

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