The story of A storyteller

With Ani In My Life All My Dislikes Are Becoming My favourites

In the diary.....

A month later of my recovery, I visited our flat. It felt like ages to see the place which is home to me but everything seems void without Isha. This flat is so special for me because this is the only thing that brought Isha and me together. And we had many good memories here.

All my bed rest days passed away so quickly without any inconvenience. Thanks to Tanya and Arnav. And also to Anika. They helped me to recover sooner than I thought. I stayed at Arnav's house all the time and I noticed that something was off with Tanya. She was so furious whenever she saw Anika and Arnav together. I tried my best to know what happened the day I was met with an accident. But nothing new was disclosed from Tanya. Every time I tried to make a conversation about Isha, Tanya refused to speak.

All my attempts to find the reason for Isha's sudden departure on that day were in vain. I am worried about her. Is she okay? Why is she not responding to any of our calls? Why did she drop out of college? These questions are eating me from the inside.

I hope she will visit during our final exams or at least during our farewell. Farewell reminds me of Atharv. He was too occupied with his relationship thing with Tina. It didn't take much time for him to move on. And like a cunning fox waiting for an opportunity, Tina showed off in front of every one about her relationship with Atharv. As much as I don't care about him or his relationship, I feel anxious about Anika and Arnav's relationship. I don't want Atharv to avenge our breakup by breaking their relationship. With Tina by his side, I doubt if it would happen. She always brings out the worst of him and she never leaves a chance to ruin my life and my friend's life too.

I try to forget about all the awful things that happened to me in the past few weeks and focus on my studies. As we don't have much time for our final exams, I completely spare my time for exams and projects. I am so excited to complete my post-graduation and return to my Dad to live the rest of my life with him. I hope he will accept me this time.

Suddenly, a song is playing in my neighborhood which is disturbing me a lot. Not because it disturbs me from studying but because it reminds me of someone whom I can't see again in my life. The very thought of him makes my eyes teary. Every lyric of that song reminds me of our times together in the drama competition. Sometimes I wonder how he was doing. And has he ever tried to contact me? Even for once? Or did he just forget me? Maybe he is. He might have found his soulmate by now. I should stop thinking about the possibility of seeing him again.

No matter how hard I try to forget these people, I can't do it. Because these are the only people I had and I care about.

I look at my phone as it vibrates, it's a text from Arnav.

Arnav changed a lot. He is so into Anika and spends most of his time with her. I am glad that at least one person I care about is happy. Wish I could see Isha be happier once again in my life. At least from a distance. Without meeting her.

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Anara: This is sad. Really. Literally. How can someone hurt her like this? Wish I could hug her longer and tell her that I am there for her. I thought that in this entry she would be happier and would meet Dad. When can I say that she is happy? At least at the end of the diary. I hope so. I turned the page to see a new entry.}}

How could I use to love such a mean person once a time? I hate myself for loving him in my past. If only I could get a chance to fix everything, I would have changed everything by now. I can't tolerate seeing Arnav depressed and broken. And I can't even imagine what Anika has been going through now. How can I make them understand that there is nothing between Arnav and me? How can we justify that we are just friends? If Isha had been there with me, everything might have been different. She would have figured out the solution to this problem. Still, I should try my best to help them and I would definitely handle this.