Falling for you (Daniela x Y/N)

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POV: Y/N

All Those late nights you come knocking on my door. But I know what you really want, I can't get there quick enough. The way your body feels when you grind against mine. So lost in your eyes, that I lose track of time. I don't mind you dragging my heart around. You make me feel so high I never want to come down.

I could get use to being used by you.

I know when the morning comes, you'll be gone., you always are.

I can't let go of the things you do to me. I know you don't mean to make me feel like this. This may not be your intention, but I can't help but feel used.

Never once have I lost the feelings, I had for you when we met.

Some late nights I stay up crying, I cover my mouth so no one will hear my sobs. I contemplate if what we have is worth it. I felt as if you chewed me up then spit me out, like I was poison in your mouth. Btu when we're together, you make me feel as if I am the last person on earth. I sit back and remember how I would pine for your touch. Now when I feel your touch, it feels like you're just using me.

Please just wrap me in your arms and tell me you love me unconditionally. I don't want you to think of you as the bad guy. Maybe I am just overreacting, reading signs that aren't there.

I just don't know anymore.

POV: Daniela

It's always better to be safe than sorry. They would never understand my love for you. I just want to look in your eyes and tell you how much you really mean to me. I know I haven't been able to give you the support and love you deserve. It's hard hiding you from three other people. Having two nosey sisters, a protective mother, it's hard keeping secrets.

I just want you to tell me what you want. Tell me what you like. It's okay, I am a little curious too.

I can keep a secret, can you.

I want to know what drives you crazy, what keeps you coming for more. I want to know what it takes to please you. I want you to know your mine, and only mine. There's a fire in my ribs, the feeling when we kiss.

Black lipstick, hot on my kiss, honey, you don't know what's coming for you. She's, pulling up her skirt, the devil was an angel first.

POV: Y/N

I just wanted things to go back to how they were in the beginning. I wish I could just live without needing reassurance every minute.

I was spiraling out of control in my room, I couldn't stop the emotions from spilling out. I couldn't take it much longer, I needed relief from everything. It was late, late enough that most people would be asleep by now. That's when I heard the faint knock on my door. I hesitated, I walked up to the door but didn't know if I should open it. My eyes were probably bloodshot red from all the crying I had been doing so, you would know that I was upset. I slowly open the door to see you before me. Without warning when you came into the room, closing the door behind you, I ran into your arms. I buried my face in your chest, letting any tears fall freely.

"Hey, hey, hey, what's the matter my love" You asked in your sweet tone, wrapping your arms around me.

"I am sorry, I just feel so used" I sob.

We sat on the bed together ready for a talk. You grabbed my hands and held them in yours.

"You feel used" You asked.

I nodded as tears fell down my blushed cheeks.

"We never talk, it feels like the only time I see you is when you come here. It feels your just using me for my body. I-I am sorry" I wept.

You pulled me into your arms while I cried.

"Oh honey, you should have said something. I never meant for you to feel this way, it's just been hard" you sniffled.

"I love you unconditionally. I would never use you, my love. I am so sorry I ever made you feel this way" you comforted me the best way you could. You rubbed my back and whispered how much I mean to you.

We laid down on my bed, I curled up into you and closed my eyes. You were brushing your fingers through my hair while I fell asleep.

"I am gonna make it up to you, my love".

                                                                       Author's note

In no way am I making Daniela out to be the bad guy here. I just thought adding some trust issues can make it more real since a lot of people struggle with it. So, they are still in love. Let me know what you think, you guys are really quiet in the comments. Hope yall like it. Peace out.