Falling for you (Daniela x Y/N)

Random vent

Okay so I am so incredibly lonely.

I was gonna go on a date with a girl, then she led me on, then said she still likes her ex. And it fucking sucks. I am literally a golden retriever lesbian, I would do anything for a girl to be loving to me back. I want nothing in this world but for someone to love me like I do them, and it seems no one likes me. Like I don't know what else to do, I just want a girlfriend who loves me. and people say "Oh it will come in time". Bitch I have been waiting. 

And the thing that kills me is "Love can't cure Mental illness".

True it can't, but it helps. 

like I would do anything for you, why won't anyone like me. 

I pine for this women but she has a boyfriend and is a little bit older than me. But I have never fallen so hard for a girl like I did her, it hurts knowing she is never going to love me like I love her. she's everything I wrote this about her.

"They way my chest tightens when I see your silhouette. The way your smile makes my knees weak. Your laugh could brighten any storm. The only thing I look forward to is seeing you every day. I can't say enough how much you light up my day. I think you are the most attractive women I have ever met. The way your nose scrunches when you laugh or smile, is the cutest thing. And your plump lips, your soft jaw line, your shimmering eyes. The way your hair is brown but has light brown highlights throughout. And your soft gentle smile, that lights my heart with joy, and makes my cheeks burn red. Just thinking about all these amazing things makes my heart swell. You're a sweet and kind, very warm and welcoming person".

I love her so much, but it's never going to happen.

I know you guys prob don't care or wanna hear this but its the only place I can vent. And I needed to tell this to someone even if they don't care.