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ᴛᴀʏʟᴏʀᴍᴀʏ 13ᴛʜ, 2017_____________

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ᴛᴀʏʟᴏʀ
ᴍᴀʏ 13ᴛʜ, 2017
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" so how's school going ? We missed you here James haven't stopped talking about you " my sister said to me I smiled at them as we was in facetime

" she's lying she can't go a day without mentioning you" he said popping up in the camera I laughed a little I missed them so much I haven't talked to them in a minute.

" oh so you don't miss me ?" I asked him

" are you kidding me ? Who else would I let beat me in uno"

" you know damn well it's always fair game over here" I said to him but soon that frown appeared I can't over the argument me and Reese had two weeks ago, ever since I haven't been seeing him I know I told him to stop talking to me but I said that multiple times and not once he listened and now he wants to ? I wish I can say fuck him but I can't .. he had me fall for him when I told him I didn't want anything with him he made it hard for me to let go.

" oh I know that face , I'll let you two girls have y'all talk" James said " love you TT" he said to me

" love you too meatball !" He left leaving me and my sister on the phone.

" come on spill it, what's wrong ?" She asked I sighed placing my phone on top of my dresser, sitting it up so she can fully see me.

" uhh I don't know Lo .. I'm just bothered that's all" I said to her

" friend issues ? School ?" She asked

" no "

" then what is it ? ... boy troubles ?" She said I looked at her a smile appeared on her face was was getting excited I rolled my eyes , my sister not once seen me with a boyfriend so I get why she's happy but right now it's the wrong time " oh shit Taylor why did you call me ? Tell me about him " she said

" it's nothing good to tell trust me " I said looking down at my fingers

" do you like him ?" She said I kept looking down at my fingers playing with them .. I want to tell her everything but knowing her she don't let shit go and I'm already feeling ashamed for my actions.

" I don't know .... Maybe " I said lowly I don't know my feelings for him actually but that night really shows me that feelings don't mean shit .. nobody can be loyal and nobody can love a damage woman.

" Taylor look at me" she said I looked up at the phone " if you like him then tell him that, you can't keep living your life off fear " she said

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