I KILLED HER?

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ANAYA 

"I don't know why he let you go. After what you did to him at least burning in revenge was his only way to keep himself sane. Whatever the fuck he was doing to you, was his only way to remain both mentally and physically stable. Ever since you left, he hasn't been eating anything. It's been two weeks. It's been freaking two weeks but not for once he stepped outside his room. He's planning to quit his own company; the company that he created by his hard work and dedication. He isn't able to sleep even after consuming high dosage of sleeping meds. He's messed up. When I visited him, he told me that now he has no reason to live. After you snatched his only happiness from him, torturing you was his only reason to live but now that he let you go, he's all alone once again." He said in a one go.

I stared at his face in disbelief. What the hell is he talking about? What did I snatch from him? For god's sake, what the hell have I done to him?

"And exactly what I've done to him that you're shamelessly defending his actions? He made my life hell; do you have any idea that exactly what he did to me?" I asked, annoyed.

"You killed her. You killed his girlfriend." He spat.

I waited for few seconds to process his words and couldn't help but burst out laughing. "What? You're telling me that I killed someone? Nice."

I rolled my eyes and thought that how come Arnav Khurrana be this dumb? Don't tell me that he mistaken me for someone else? I never killed a single bee in my life and he's accusing me of killing a person? Woah! I've never heard such bullshit in my life.

"Don't you remember the drunk and driving accident that you caused? Or your father deleted that memory from your brain like he did to the CCTV footage?"

My body froze in its place hearing what he just said. The girl I hit with my car....How did he know about this? And why he's lying that she's dead? Dad told me that she was instantly rushed to the hospital and she survived. He told me that she was completely fine.

"Why the hell are you messing up with me? She's not dead." I screamed, trying to get up on my feet but my body didn't have enough strength to do so. Everything in the surrounding became blur with the only question running to me that what if I really killed her?

No. no. it can't be true. I couldn't kill anyone, right?

"Don't lie, please." I whispered.

"Remember this girl?" He showed me a picture in his phone and all of sudden, my breath caught up in my throat.

The girl lying in pool of her own blood flashed before my eyes and she was the same girl as in the picture. I remember her lying unconscious after I hit her by my car just because I wanted to drive the car on maximum speed under the heavy influence of alcohol. It was fun for me until I realized what have I done.

"B-but Dad told me that she was fine." I whispered, my voice cracking a bit.

"He lied to you. She's dead. Disha is dead only because of you."

Every inch of my nerve shivered in disbelief. I killed her? I killed a person?

Tears started streaming down my face and guilt consumed me. What have I done? I took away someone's life? What she could've felt when I hit her with the car? She must've wanted to live.

I placed palms over my chest as the pain arousing in it became unable to bear. I was enjoying my life since past two weeks after snatching someone else's. How pathetic I'm!

And Arnav? I killed his girlfriend. What must be going through him every time he saw me? I was the murder of his love yet he let me go? I deserve it. I deserve everything that he put me through. Fuck I deserve worse. He should've tortured me more. He should've put me behind the bars. Fuck, he should've killed me, I deserve that. I don't deserve to live.

Now that I know, I can understand his hatred for me. The time when I laughed at him, joking that his girlfriend cheated on him, he must've been hurt.

What have I done? I really damage him, didn't I?

And now he's suffering because of me? He should've tortured me for whole his life if that's what keeps him sane.

Why Arnav? Why you let me go and gave me a chance to meet my mother. You knew right that I don't deserve any of this?

My eyes fell on the plane ticket in my hand and I tore it apart. No, I'm not going to meet my mother. I don't deserve it.

I need to beg forgiveness from him and even though I know that he won't ever be able to forgive me, I'll do my best to take care of him. I'll take care of his life.

"Do me a favor and don't let him know that you told me everything." I said to Ishaan to which he looked at me a little skeptical but nodded anyways.

I stood up and as soon as I came out of the café, I booked a cab to the Arnav's house. 

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