She's being tormented by love, and him only. He showed her the higher in the highest form of love, and she accepted, gradually losing to him
Every word from him cuts her deeper than the knife, it's not a sharp word, but words of affirmation. Every touch from him is gripping her, slowly squeezing the life in her body. Every smile from him, punching her heart. Every trust from him, bringing her at her peak. Making her edges between life and death
She's not living, not anymore, because the moment she gave up her love, she loses everything, that pushes her to bare to survival, to cling to life and survive in a very thin line of death
She's staring at him, watching him sleep so comfortably, so peacefully. It's a nightly habit, after playing in his hair to sleep, she'll stare at him the whole night, questioning the world, that as if the world bring her here. They say what belongs to you, comes to you, but she decided what's her's and here is she, blaming the universe
She can just get a gun and kill him with it, but she didn't, she'll never. There is he, the savior she's been waiting for her whole life, unfortunately she turned him to be her villain
Not gonna deny it, he knew, everything and if being with her is foolishness, then he doesn't mind being the dumbest person living in this entire universe
She's one of a kind, she's alone, I mean not literally, but there's only Lily Ann Cortez - Hidalgo and if there's more? Lily needs you right now
Her tears fall like a falls, and her hand is the river, it flows freely in her face, suppressing her sob, draining herself physically and emotionally, until she fell asleep, wishing for a better tomorrow
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FanfictionFrom your delusional teenage girl to you... A reminder that none of these were real... Trigger Warning! Read at your own risk