Stranded with Harry Styles.

Chap 8

NEL'S POV

I opened my eyes and saw my alarm it was 7:35 , i was late for college then i saw besides me, adriana was still sleeping. I decided to shower and wake her up after that . I finished my "morning routine " and shook her
" Let me sleep " she groaned
"Its late wake up!! " i said shaking her and finally she woke up
I told her that she could have a bath and get ready while i go downstairs and have my breakfast . She sleepily nodded and walled towards my closet as i went downstairs
Mum,dad ,nonna and grandpa were sitting on the dinning table having their breakfast . I sat besides nonna as mum handed me some fruits and waffles ,i got up and took some whipped cream from the fridge because nothing's better than whipped cream and waffles . I sat down and started eating

" Mum why didn't you wake me?" I asked her

" You guys did a lot of work yesterday, so i thought a day off would do no harm " she said smiling

I swear i have the best mum, no not only the best mum but best family and friends in the whole universe
By the time i was done i heard adri comimg down.

"Good morning " she chirped smiling

" Morning adriana, here " mum handed her breakfast smiling

" Oh if you need some whipped cream or honey just take it okay? Be comfortable " Dad told her as she nodded smiling

We all finished our breakfast ,me and
Adri went upstairs as i felt my phone vibrate

Lou : where are you two? I didn't see you in the hallway today

I texted him back immediately

Me : Mum thought we'd be tired so she let us sleep :)

Lou : ah no problem ;)

We sat there completely silent and adri spoke

"So um what really happened? " she asked, a bit nervously

" you really wanna know? " i asked her honestly

" yes " she said as i nodded giving her " okay" look

"But don't interrupt, you can ask questions in the end okay? " i asked my voice a bit shaky

"Deal " she said

I took a deep breath, just thinking about it made my heart beat so fast that it could come right out of my chest

" okay so um me and harry were childhood friends, we were neighbors too ,his parents knew my parents very well. We basically lived together , our family went to the movies ,holiday trips, small vacations together ,in short we used to do everything together , we were in the same elementary ,middle and highschool too . My elementary and middle school life went perfect with harry, he played barbies with me and i played racing cars with him,we were bestfriends,we never used to leave each others side, ever. Even when we were in middle school we never left each other,he used to paint my nails and i used to cut his hair, we were meant for each other. But when we went to highschool, harry's mum and dad had problems, they used to fight horribly with each other, my parents tried to make them understand but it only got worse and on the other hand i had started to catch feelings for harry, i adored his curly lush hair , his perfect green eyes, i always used to tell him " I adore your eyes" and he used to say " And i,yours" , not only his looks but his nature , he was so protective, he'd never hurt me , he was sweet and caring and loving , he was no less than an angel ,but i guess he never ever felt the same.
We used to hear fights every single night and harry used to leave the house and sit behind the tree which was in front of our house and cry . I used to comfort him and he always nodded when i told him "it'll be alright ". Time passed and he started hanging around with the bullies of our school , he was changing , he was always angry and bad, he'd beat people in the school for no reason , he was changing and i couldn't let him do that so after some days i made up my mind to open up to him. I wanted him to be the harry which i knew, caring and loving, not bad and a bully and I had feelings for him, i loved him.
I didn't care if he never felt the same, i just wanted him to know , i told him to come behind the tree and we were there, that tree held so many memories of us, we played,we fought,we laughed and we cried behind that tree, he was talking about how worthless and unloved he felt, due to all the fights his parents were having. We were sitting on the grass ,his back against the tree, i told him that no matter what ,i would never leave him ,i would be there till the end, suddenly his eyes were watery and he asked me " why? " and there i told him "because i love you harry " he looked at me and i looked down,i knew he didn't feel the same but suddenly he held my hand and i looked up ,my eyes watery, his touch sending me shivers , he leaned in and kissed me "i love you " he said . That was my first ever kiss. His lips were soft and tasted sweet ,the kiss was sending chills to my body , i could feel fireworks inside me and my stomach going insane. It couldn't get any better . Our relationship was crazy ,we were besties and lovers at the same time
It was all good until i saw him kissing some girl , i remember, it was a high school party , harry wanted me to come but i hated parties so i decided o stay home then i thought to surprise harry by showing up at the party,he'd be so happy and seeing him happy was i ever wanted. I got dressed and went to the party,everbody was having fun amd they were all dancing but i couldn't see harry. I walked around and came across a fountain.
He was kissing some blone girl. I stood there, frozen by the sight i was seeing, i was trying to take it in ,take the motherfucking reality in . But he didn't stop until the blonde told him i was looking . He looked at me in complete shock as i felt tears rolling down my cheeks . I got into my car and drove home . I thought he'd call or he would come back and tell me that he was sorry and that he loved me and explain me but he didn't .
Ever.
Those days were terrible, i used to cry myself to sleep every night and then in the morning i'd see him laughing and smiling amd making out with different girls .He broke me and i sat there trying stick back the broken pieces .I craved his soft lips on mine,his hugs,his smile , i craved him .I'd cut myself for not being good enough ,i'd scream and somedays when i woke up i used to find myself in the bathroom and i'd realise that i had slept there crying . It came to the point where the tears wouldn't come out..I couldn't sleep because of the horrific nightmares i'd get .I was drained. Completely. After a few days there started fights between my parents, i never knew the reason and don't know yet . My dad used to hit her with whatever came in handy and she used to cuss, some days after ,my aunt came to pick me up as my parents were fighting and it wasn't good for me to watch them in that condition
I was at my aunt's place , after a few days i got a call from an unknown number. I answered it but nobody talked "harry " i whispered my voice shaking . He let out his breathe and said " All the best, Goodbye " and i heard the line go off. I sat there with my phone on my ear,my cheeks warm with the tears that rolled down
I tried calling on that number again and again but nobody picked up . I waited for days in hope he'd call me but he didn't ,he just left me with a goodbye.
After some days i went back home and i remember, I came out of the car amd my eyes went to harry's house. It was locked. They were gone . I went in and the fights which mum and dad had was finally over. I was relieved that the fights were over but i couldn't get over harry, i never asked my parents about him and they never talked about him too ,after months and months of crying and cutting i realized that it was time to move on and that he was just a cheat. I couldn't keep crying over him.So i decided to move on and here i am now " i finished ,tears in my eyes which i blinked away

" So you're scared that he might come in your life and break you all over again right? " she asked

I nodded and she hugged me tightly .

"I'm so proud of you " she said hugging as i smiled lightly

I heard my mum call us and we went downstairs. She told us that she'll be out for a while and wanted us to take care of the house. We nodded and she left

" let's watch movies " adri chirped trying to lighten up my mood and i gave in

"Yeah which one? " i asked agreeing

"Um what about comedy movie? " she saked nervously

"Be it!! " i answered

We watched movies until mum came home ,had our dinner and drifted off to sleep
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