Nick and Charlie stories

A life without him Pt. 2

The next few days after Charlie's dead... My life was miserable. I didn't now why why, but it was like all the feelings and emotions in my body, were gone. I lay in bed all day. I didn't eat or stand or go go to school or did anything. My life was gone. Charlie was gone.

I hear a nock on the door, and my mom's head can sees in the door frame. "Nicky, you need to eat something before going to school tomorrow" She said, trying to give me a smile .

"I'm not hungry, and i don't want to go go to school tomorrow".

Just the thought of going to school without Charlie, made me sick. The thought that i would never get to see him and his smile walk over to me im form everyday. But I knew that my my mom was going to send me to school Tomorrow. She says that i should go out and try to live a normal life, and forget a little about Charlie. But I can't do that. I see him everywhere. I see him on floor, laying and doing homwork. I see him asleep in my arms. Yeah, I can still feel his warm lips against mine.

The next morning I wake up from about 3 hours of sleep. I feel like shit. I get up from my bed after 5 days of hell. I go out in the bathroom and takes a shower. But as soon as i get in the shower. I remeber the first time Charlie told me he loved me, while i was in the shower. I can feel a little smile on my lips. I still remember running after him, in bare foots. But the smile fates away fast, when i remember that he's never going to tell my he loves my anomre

I get out of the shower, and i take my school uniform on. I walk down the stairs. My mom is in the kitchen. She looks at me, giving me a little smile. "I made pancakes for you". She says

"I'm not hungry". I say and walks out of the door. I can hear her yell to me to have a good day. But i just ignore her. How can i have a good day when the love of my life is gone.

When i get to the school, i realise that I am late. But I don't care. If Charlie isn't in the class. Then why hurry.
When to the door of our... My form room. I slowly opens the door, and i can feel everyone staring at me. "I'm sorry i am late Mr."

"It's alright Nicolas, just take place at yoyr seet". I walk iver to my seet. And i just stand there and look at Charlies empty seet. I sit down. Everyone is still looking at me.

"What are you all looking at". I say angry, and they turn around.

Timeskip

It's lunch time. Still no Charlie, and I'm starting to realise that he's not coming back.

I walk over to the art-room. Beacuse i know, if i goes to the canteen... Everyone will look at me, and thats not what i want right now.

Well, i sit down in the corner of the art-room, and takes my food up from my bag. But i don't feel like eating. Instead i starts scroling through my phone. To be honest, i havent really been on my phone since Charlie died. When i open it, i see a missed call from Charlie, from 5 days ago, the day of the accindent. I click on it, and i see that he has left a voicemail for me. I click on it, and i can hear his voice.

"Hey Babe. I'm just calling to say that I know I'm late... Sorry. Oliver just wouldn't stop talking about this new kit in his class, and then the time just ran. Also I'm very exited for our date, and I know we havent been so close in the last weeks. And I'm sorry if I have been a shitty boyfriend lately. I know that I'm saying the "S" word, sorry about that. OMG, i said it again. Sorry. Ok i'm gonna stop now. What i want to say, is that i love you no matter what, and i will keep on doing that untill the day that i die. So if you hear this, I'm on my way to kiss you. See you im 15. Love You".

*Beeb*
Tears are streaming down my cheeks. That voice mail was all i needet. To hear Charlies voice one last time. To him say that he loved me. I put my phone in my pocket, and looks in to the wall. Charlie Spring loved me. No, Chalie Spring loves me. Beacuse he's in the stars now looking down at me smiling, I just know it. I smile back at him and says. "I love you to Charlie Spring"

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That was the end of "A life without him"

I hope you liked it

I love all of you guys. Just like Nick loves Charlie. Ok, i don't think anyone loves someone more, than Nick loves Charlie