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1:30 A.M.
Aoi POV
I couldn't sleep, I don't know why. I turned to my sides over and over again, I tried counting down from 100, and I was still not any closer to any type of rest I would get tonight.

I decided to go to the kitchen to get something, or nothing. I might just sit there on the ground. I turn to my right and find myself  face to face with Y/n. My face grew red and I could hear my heart pounding in my head. she's so pretty.

As I lied there, I imagined what it would be like if me and her were dating. I mean, she does like girls. I don't think she would even want to date me. I've seen the way almost everyone at the lunch table looks at her when she tells a story. Besides out of all the people drooling over her, why would she ever want to be with me. I've always been the odd one out, even with my sisters.

I found myself creating sweet little scenarios in which me and Y/n go on dates, lie in bed and cuddle, or just give each other kisses. After the third scenario, I find myself drifting away to a few hours of sleep.

~~Mega time skip to Monday morning at school~~
??? POV:
Ugh, that little slut. Who the hell does she think she is, having all those boys wrapped around her stupid little finger. I should be the ones getting walked to class, or getting offered to have my homework done for me. Not her. She even has girls making heart eyes at her.

She's not even pretty. Or hot.

Why am I even upset? I'm way better than her. come on Heather, pull yourself together. I turn to my friends Christian and Amy. "Do you think I'm prettier than her?" I asked expecting my usual answers.

"Definitely" Amy responded immediately.

"You're both very beautiful, and why do you even care she's doing nothing to you. Why do you feel the need to tear other women down? Sounds like internalized misogyny to me." Christian said.

"...Whatever" I said.

We started walking to class. Amy and Christian started having their own conversation as I thought about life and other stuff.

In class all three of us pretended to do our work and then we all sat and joked around while everyone else was working.

A/N: Sorry that I've been gone for forever, I had to take a long break from Wattpad. Not only had I run out of ideas, but I was in a really bad place, mentally. I felt able and ready to start writing again last month but I started a new school year. Sorry about the short chapter.

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