It's been two months, yet it still feels like everything that happened was just yesterday.
Though it hurts I guess I should have known that it was always her and I was just there to make him realize it.
These two months after the break up with Pierre, I've looked back and sort of realized that I was the only one foolishly completely falling in love, while he just wanted to see if he could get over his ex. This thought made me sick, but it's one that never left my mind considering how he decided to end thing
"I don't know why but, she's got all my love, I'm sorry"
Thinking about that moment again made me tear up a bit, I was still hurt. So to distract myself i decided to start on with lunch. Settling for Mac and cheese, which I finished making pretty quickly.
After serving the food on a plate, i went to enjoy my food on the couch while binge watching some Greys Anatomy and as I finished the third episode, my phone began to make a few noises letting me know that i had received some messages.
Bro: Hermanita, how are you?
Bro: As you probably know, in a few weeks it'll be the British GP and Charles and I really want you to be there
Bro: I know you probably won't feel comfortable because of Gasly, but you'll be with me, Isa, Charles and Charlotte in Ferrari the whole time
I let out a sigh after reading the messages, knowing that I have missed basically the entire first half of my brothers second season with Ferrari
Me: Hola Chili! Let me think about it ok?
Me: i'll let you know what I decide after the Canadian GP
Bro: great! I really hope you come ❤️
Fast forward to the end of the Canadian GP
Bro: Sooo, are you coming??
I took a deep breath before answering, not knowing if I would regret it later on
Me: Yeah, I'll go
Bro: YES!!!! See you in soon 🤍💜
And frustrating enough that week went by fast and I was now making my way to the exit of the airport where i saw a smiling Carlos.
After giving be a bone crushing hug , we made our way back to the car where Charles was waiting with Charlotte and Isa, who helped me get the bags in the trunk of the car.
" So, are you exited to be back?" My brother asked as we were making our way to the hotel
" Sort of, I mean it's gonna be different than before cause I won't be in the Alpha Tauri garage, but I am exited to be with Ferrari" I answered
" Have you heard from Pierre over the past few months?" Charles asked as he parked the car
I shook my head, then spoke " No, last I heard from him was a phone call telling me he still loved his ex, so yeah"
After getting by bags out we made our way in and towards the elevators where Charlotte gave me one of the keys to our shared room. Once inside the room, the boys left the bags and left, leaving me with Charlotte.
" Sooo, qualifying is tomorrow at 3 and the race is on Sunday at 2, so later today maybe we could go sightseeing?" She suggested
"Sounds good, but first I'm gonna have a nice warm shower and nap a bit, then we can go out" I told her whilst getting some clothes to change into.
