His Twisted Little Game

chapter 19

30 minutes later
We all have finally decided on staying at Brian's house for the rest of the day. I should text my mom and tell her where I am so she doesn't worry.
"Hey mom, I got permission to leave the skool early today. So I'm at Brian's house. Just thought I should tell u so u don't worry"
A couple minutes later my phone vibrates
"Why wat happened, wait never mind I already know its because u got into a fight with that layla girl u don't like. Well I hope ur ok and just text me when ur on ur way home ok. Love u honey" my mom said
See this is why I love my mom, she's so cool and I'm able to talk to her about anything, even tho sometimes she's really dramatic about things.
"Ok mom, love u too " I reply and put my phone away. As I look up I see that Jacob is sitting next to me and we're the only ones in the living room. I give him a confused look and ask "where's everyone else?" And he just shruggs
He turns to me and nervously says "I wanna ask u something?"
I look at him with confusion and say "Uhhh sure, wats up"
"Well....I wanted to know if you would be my girlfriend?" He says rubbing the back of his neck awkwardly
I look at him in shock, did he just ask me to be his girlfriend? Omg, u know how long I've been waiting for him to ask me this? Like forever, nah lemme stop but I have been waiting for quite a while now.
I smile at him and say "yea I would love to"
He smiles back at me and suddenly grabs my face and kisses me. And I've got to say this boy is a good kisser. As our lips are moving in sync, I feel Jacob wrap his hands around my waist and lift me up so that now I'm sitting on his lap. And this all happened without breaking the kiss.
I move around on his lap to get comfortable when all of a sudden he groans and breaks the kiss leaving us both panting and gasping for air.
"Stop that" he says with his husky voice. Wow that was kinda sexy
"Stop wat" I ask confused, I didn't even do anything what is he talking about
He groans again and says "just...just don't do that"
Now I'm really confused I didn't even do anything
"Don't do wat, I didn't do anything" I say
"Don't squirm on my lap like that" he says breathing heavy.
"Why, I was just getting comf.....oh shit" realization hit me when I felt something poking my butt. As a reflex I quickly hopped off his lap and stood in front of him with my eyes widen with shock.
"Are you...."
"Yea"
"Did I....."
"Yup"
"Omg, this is embarrassing. I've just reached the maximum level of embarrassment. Ladies and gentlemen please give a round of applause as we proudly give Jocelyn he trophy for completely embarrassing herself" I say
Jacob chuckles and says "hey calm down, its not that serious. This is natural, imma boy remember" and then he groans again
"Does it....uhhhh....does it hurt?' I ask with concern
"Yea, a Lil" he says
"Can't u like make it stop hurting or something" I say
"Yea, I just need to take a very cold shower" he groans again. Wow I neva knew that it hurts
"Then go take a shower, and I'll go outside and get some of ur clothes from ur trunk. Give me ur keys" I say putting my hand out. He reaches in his pocket and pulls out his car keys and gives them to me, he kisses my forehead and heads upstairs to take a shower while I'm walking out the door to his car.
When I get there I open the trunk and grab a clean pair of jeans, a shirt and boxers. When I'm done I closed the trunk and double check that the car is locked. As I'm walking back to the house I start wondering, why does he have clothes in his trunk?
I open the door and walk inside only to come face to face with Brian. Ugh, why I don't even wanna see him right now.
"Hey" he says
"Oh, hi" I say
He looks down to my hands and has a look of confusion on his face "umm, who's clothes are those?" He asks pointing to Jacob's.
"These are Jacob's, he's talking a shower so I went to go get him some clean clothes from his car" I said, I don't even know y im explaining myself to him
"Oh" was all he said, I walked past him going upstairs when I suddenly heard Brian speak again
"Umm, Jocelyn after you drop off his clothes, can u come back down so we can talk" I was about to protest but then he said please and I groaned and said "ok".
I walk upstairs and lay Jacob's clothes in front of the bathroom so I don't have to go inside. I walk back downstairs to see Brian sitting on the couch waiting for me to sit. I hesitantly walk over to him and took a seat. He turned to me and said
"Are u and Jacob dating?" He asked. Ugh again with this question
"Well we weren't when u first asked me, but now we are. He just asked me before he went in the shower" I told him. Sadness flash in his eyes
"U can't go out with him" he says. Wat is he crazy? Who tf does he think he is? He can't tell me who and who not to go out with.
"And why not?" I asks slightly angry
"Cuz I still like you, no I love you. I love everything about u." He says
I scoffed "uh huh, I'm sure u do"
"I'm serious, I'll show you" he says. I look into his eyes to see he's telling the truth. But I still don't believe him.
I roll my eyes and says "uh huh, sure"
He grabs my face and starts rubbing his thumb on my cheek, he looks me straight in the eyes and says " I seriously love u, I'll show u"
"What are you...." I suddenly stopped when I saw him start to lean closer. Wait, is he tryna kiss me? Is he crazy? Yup, he's definitely crazy. I can't believe he's..... I'm suddenly brought outta my thoughts when I hear a sexy, familiar, angry voice. Oh shit.
"Wtf are you doing? Get ur hands off my girlfriend." He says angrily
I snap my head to look at him breathing heavily and walking to us. I start to panic, I better do something before someone gets hurt.
"Baby, its not wat it looks...." I stop when he raises his hand signaling me that he doesn't wanna hear anything
"I asked you a question" he snaps and grabs Brian's neck and slams him on the floor. With a loud BOOM!!!
"Omg, Jacob baby stop!!!" I say pulling him off of Brian. He looks past me at Brian breathing heavily, while Brian is gasping for air. He picks up the class vase on the table and throws it across the room hitting the wall behind me making me flinch. I move back instantly in fear. I see liam and the rest of the squad running downstairs.
"What happened here?" Liam asks
Cameron walks over to jacob and takes him outside to calm him down I think. While everyone else walks to Brian to see if he was ok and asking him wat happened. Since no one was paying attention to me, I quietly walked upstairs to the first door I saw and I walking in and locked the door.
I turned on the light and was greeted with a bathroom.
I sat on the toilet silently crying, while reliving those horrible flashbacks that I tried to forget. I started shaking with fear. Then I heard a slight knock on the door startling me.
"Baby...." Oh its Jacob "is everything ok? Open the door" he says with concern in his voice. But I didn't respond.
"Baby please open the door, I wanna talk to you. Open the door sweetie" he says again. I sigh and slowly get up to unlock the door. Then I sit back down and bring my knees up to my chest , with my head down while I hear the door being opened and closed again.
"Jocelyn..." He says slowly kneeling down in front of me. I slowly lift my head up to see sadness, concern in his eyes.
"Sweetie I didn't mean to scare you I'm sorry u had to see me like that, I really am. Don't cry, please don't cry everything is ok." He says bringing me into a hug that I instantly returned back.
"I forgive you but it wasn't wat it looked like, me and him was just talking and I was gonna say something but then he started to lean in. I...."
"Its ok baby, I know wat happened" he says kissing my forehead. I smile at him. I could neva tell him the real reason for y I was crying. I can't tell him about my past, nobody knows wat happened to me. Not even my mom, I think its better if I keep it like that. Its less stress on everybody.