His Twisted Little Game

chapter 20

Jacob's POV
She said yes, she said she would love to be my girlfriend. This is just awesome man. I thought as I was getting dress in the clothes that Jocelyn so kindly left for me in front of the bathroom door. When I finished I opened the door and turned off the light. As I was about to turn the corner to go downstairs I happen to over hear two very familiar voices. They sound like....Jocelyn and.....Brian? Why is she talking to that dick head?
"U can't go out with him" Brian says. What tf does he mean Jocelyn cant go out with me? He doesn't own her. This makes me mad.
"And why not?" Jocelyn asks slightly angry
"Cuz I still like you, no I love you. I love everything about u." He says
I scoffed yea right, and does he really think she'll believe him.
"uh huh, sure" she says
I turn the corner to see him grab jocelyn face and start leaning into her. Is he about to kiss her? Is he really about to kiss my girlfriend?
"What are you...." Jocelyn starts but then stops when she realizes wat he's about to do. That's when I snap, he would of thought he's gonna kiss her.
I storm down the stairs till I reach the bottom
"Wtf are you doing? Get ur hands off my girlfriend." I angrily say
Jocelyn snap her head to look at me, while im breathing heavily and walking to them.
"Baby, its not wat it looks...." She says but stops when i raise my hand signaling that i don't wanna hear anything
"I asked you a question" i snap and grab Brian's neck and slam him on the floor.
"Omg, Jacob baby stop!!!" Jocelyn say pulling me off of Brian. I looks past her at Brian still breathing heavily, while Brian is gasping for air. I pick up the glass vase on the table and throw it across the room hitting the wall behind jocelyn making her flinch. She moves back instantly in fear. But I'm too angry to even thoroughly think about y she looks so scared.
I hear liam and the rest of the squad running downstairs.
"What happened here?" Liam asks
Cameron walks over to me and takes me outside to calm me down.
"Dude, wat happened in there?" Cameron asks
I sigh and say "Brian was about to kiss Jocelyn and I stopped him just in time and I was so mad that I grabbed him by the neck and slammed him on the floor."
"Well he's a total dick so he deserved that but u scared the shit outta Jocelyn u know." He says
Oh shit, I didn't mean to
"Fuck, I didn't mean to. I don't want her to be scared of me. This is all Brian's fault" I hissed
"Listen don't worry about Brian right now, worry about jocelyn. She's probably in the bathroom. Go check on her, NOW" he says while pushing me towards the door
I scoffed and says "ok ok, u can stop pushing me. I can walk on my own u know"
I walk pass the living room up to the bathroom. When I reach the door I hear someone crying from inside. That must be Jocelyn but y is she crying
Because u scared the shit outta her, u shithead
Ugh stupid conscious, I don't have time for u right now. I knock on the door lightly and say "Baby is everything ok? Open the door" i say with concern.
Silence
"Baby please open the door, I wanna talk to you. Open the door sweetie" i say again. I hear her sigh and then i hear the door being unlocked by the clicking sound. I open the door and closed again. I see Jocelyn sitting on the toilet seat shaking and crying. What's wrong?
"Jocelyn..." I say slowly kneeling down in front of her. She slowly lifts her head up and meets my eyes.
"Sweetie I didn't mean to scare you I'm sorry u had to see me like that, I really am. Don't cry, please don't cry everything is ok." I say bringing her into a hug that she returns back.
"I forgive you but it wasn't wat it looked like, me and him was just talking and I was gonna say something but then he started to lean in. I...."
"Its ok baby, I know wat happened" I say kissing her forehead. She smiles at me. But I know that's not the real reason why she's crying and shaking with fear. Its like she's reliving bad memories or something. Did I trigger some type of horrible flashback? She looks scared outta her life, I need to figure out why she's so scared. But not right now, now isn't the good time to ask her. I'm just gonna drop the subject, for now.
"Come on, let's get u some ice cream ok" I say standing up and putting my had out for her to grab
"Ok" she sighs and gives me a small smile and grabs my hand. I pull her up and we head out the bathroom. I'm really worried about her, something's not right. Something is really bothering her.
"Babe, are u ok?" I ask
"Huh?...uhhh yea yea I'm fine" she says with a fake smile. I know she's lying
"You know if something is bothering you or you want to talk, I'm always here no matter wat." I say sincerely
She looks at me and opens mouth to say something and closes it again.
Then she sighs and says "I know"
We go into the kitchen and I sat Jocelyn done at the counter while I got her ice cream ready. Once in a while I would sneak glances at jocelyn and see she still shaking and her head is down in her hands. I sigh and walk over to her and place her ice cream in front of her.
"Here u go" I say rubbing her back in a soothing way. She slowly lifts her head up and quietly says "thanks"
"I hate seeing you like this, it bothers me that I don't know wats bothering you." I say
She turns to me and gives me s small smile, she leans closer and gives me a kiss on my cheek.
"I know, I just....I don't know how to tell you or when to tell you" she says
"Whenever your ready you can tell me, just remember no matter wat it is I'll always love you and be there for you." I say smiling at her
Its quiet for a couple minutes and then she breaks the silence
"Ok, I think I'm ready to tell you now. But can we talk somewhere private?" she ask looking around.
"Sure, let's go upstairs" I grab her hand and we walk upstairs with her ice cream in my other free hand. We walk into a empty bedroom and she goes to sit on the bed while im locking the door. I place her ice cream to the table next to the bed and sit next to her.
She turns around to face me and takes a deep breathe and wipes a tear that rolled down her face before she says
"What I'm about to say is gonna really shock you"