Fear

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I lived with them few years. I should be around the age 13-14 now. After a while of living with them I started talking and they stayed in shock but also very excited. Since I didn't have a name I've been given the name "Ezra". They thought it suited me so I didn't complain. I didn't really want to find out the girls name but I've been told her name was "Jade". She was very nice to me the whole time. She always wanted to go outside together and play but I never wanted to go. I was terrified of going outside. I was scared that HE will find me. I was homeschool for a long time until Jade started going to High school. She begged me to go with her so after long convincing I went. On the first day of school I tried to not be noticed by many people and just stayed with Jade the whole time. My plan failed the second she started running around, trying to make some friends. I followed her around until someone grabbed my arm. I flinches and turned around just for me to find a cheerful looking boy grabbing my arm. He was a little taller than me and his hair was short and shaved on the sides unlike my long hair. Before he could say anything Jade quickly ran up to us and pulled me away. I was terrified. The only time I was in a room full of people was when I was with HIM. He always did experiments on me with his assistants. When remembering that I fell on my knees and started crying. Jade quickly tried to calm me down but it was no use since by now everyone noticed and started laughing at me. She quickly grabbed me and ran outside. Her mom picked us up and we went home. Because of the scene I made they both realized it will be the best to get me to therapy. I didn't want to go. I was too scared to go. I was convincing them for hours before they let the idea go and I ended up not getting therapy. Next day I tried going to school again. Some people chuckled when they saw me but most of them didn't even notice me. In class I sat next to Jade. She always helped me to calm down when I was nervous or scared. After a while I realized it wasn't that bad and we started going to school together. She was always so excited to tell her mom how our day was when we came home from school. I didn't understand what was so exciting about it but it's different for everyone right? I still felt anxious about going to school since it required me going out of the house. I was scared that HE will find me. I was scared of what he would do to me. He is certainly mad at me by now. I'm sure he is! I don't want him to find me! He'll turn me into a monster.

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