I've been going to school for a while now. Every morning I make sure to leave early to go to avoid as many people as possible on my way there. He still didn't leave my mind. I'm still scared he'll find me. He always said he couldn't afford losing me so I'm sure he didn't give up on trying to find me. He'll never give up. One day on my way to school I bumped into someone. I mumbled an apology but when I looked up my heart dropped. It was him! Standing right in front of me! I quickly took a few steps back but he grabbed my arm and with an angry tone in voice he mumbled. "You really thought you can get away from me?" I tried to scream but he covered my mouth and dragged me to a car. He pushed me inside and closed the door. I was so scared! I did everything I could to get our but I realized it's no use. I just sat there, waiting for the car to stop so I could accept my punishment. I closed my eyes and tried to relax. "Ezra!!" I heard a familiar voice calling for me. "Ezra!!!" I opened my eyes just to find out I was in a hospital. It was a dream? But why am I in a hospital? I didn't understand a single thing that was happening. Jade was sitting next to me, crying. I stared at her without saying a word. She quickly wiped her teats and called for a nurse. She came in and immediately explained to me what happened. I fainted. I fainted in school. In front of people. So many people.. My heart started pounding the second I heard that. Everyone saw me faint? It must be a sick joke! I can't let anyone see any sign of being weak! The nurse realized I was stressed so she quickly calmed me down. She explained that I don't eat enough and that's why I fainted. I was surprised when she said that. When I was with HIM I ate as much as I do now and never fainted. But still it was probably because all of those weird liquids he injected into me. I was released from the hospital quite early and I got to go home again. I can't stop thinking about that nightmare I had. It was so realistic... I'm scared it might happen one day. I'm almost sure it will. He won't give up until he'll find me. He will never give up. It doesn't matter when but he'll find me. The sooner the better. The longer he searches the angrier he must be. It's been years since I last saw him so by now he must be raging. Maybe I should go back to him. He won't be as mad if I come back now right? He won't be as mad if I come back without him having to drag me back right?? Maybe he'll forgive me! But I don't want to go back.. The only thing that can save me from him is death. Maybe that's what I have to do! I'll end my life.
