Bestfriend's Brother

14. Things I feel

Ohm's POV

Being with Nanon isn't annoying now a days it's more like he is a company to me. I know he is my sister's age but he gets well along with me. I can share things with him which I can't share with Love you know boys talk. I like to tease Nanon and Love a lot , but teasing Nanon is different from teasing Love when I tease Love sometimes she will be upset or sometimes she will end up crying because of that I feel bad. But with Nanon it's not like that I can tease him however , whenever I want ,he is normally ignoring it but my dead ass loves to have an argument with him. He is funny too he cracks so many Dad Jokes and I laugh every time I don't know if that is because of the Joke or his Laugh which works as a virus on me. Now a days both Love and Nanon started pranking on me like one day they got some sticky lizard and placed it on my shoulder I jumped out of my computer table while they both were having fun the other day Nanon made some sandwiches he makes some best sandwiches in the world , he mixed extra spicy sauce as they know I can't eat Spicy food. He is dedicated like me but we have that dedication in different things I am dedicated to maintain my Personality while he is dedicated to learn new things even right now how he is struggling to balance the Bike but he is not giving upon , I don't know how many times he slipped from the bike but still motivating himself that he can do it, he lifts weights with me , My whole family is whipped for his smile and I like his smile. His concentration when he does some paintings and Drawings is incredible whenever I see him like that I remember my old self who used to concentrate while repairing my models. Once when I was lifting weights he sat infront of me looking at me from top to bottom I got shy by his intense gaze but somehow I managed to keep a straight face I don't know if he was looking at me in a pervert way like how I sometimes look at him. But to my surprise he gave me a sketch of Me while lifting weights. That Moment I thought how perfect I am , how perfect my body is , how sexy I look, How talented he is. He gets along with my family very well. Maa and Paa likes him more than me. We hang out a lot now a days , we go to get some groceries and shopping ,He picks up casuals for me a little bit different from my style but yeah if I wear whatever he picks for me it will look good on me , he has nice dressing sense. Before I used to shop online but now a days near by malls just a reason to hangout with him. He likes to tease Love a lot and that makes me think does he do all these things for love? Does he trying to get along with me so that he can impress Love ? I don't even know what he is, as for me I am Bisexual I have dated women but hanging out with Drake made me realise that I am attracted to Boys  as I am attracted to Girls. I have flirted with some boys but never I did something more than that, coming to girls I had a girlfriend when I was in 3rd year we had fun until I got to know that she is a player and she dated me so that she can be famous, after that I tried to date but I didn't had any special feelings towards them.

But sometimes being with Nanon makes me think how cute he is I mean he is really cute when he crys or when he argues with me I just want to eat him up yes that's one of my problem he has some habits like moaning while eating , biting his lips when he is concentrating on something , his way of showing affection is Hugging. He can Hug any living thing if you met him yesterday and if you are Little bit comfortable with him the very next minute he will hug you. As for me I am not a skinship person I can only hug my family and Faen. So whenever he hugs me I take it in a wrong way which I shouldn't take sometimes he casually does some things like sitting on my lap when there is no place , being touchy while we both work out as cute as I find him in a same way I find him sexy too. When he removes his shirt while changing or when we are out I check him out from top to bottom sometimes I just want to rip his pants and suck him aggressively. You don't need to ask me how badly I get a boner thinking of him. I am selfish how I wait for cold nights. Just to get a boner I lower the temperature of heater so that he can hug me like that night. But I don't think I can get a boner like that again at nights because the weather working like a curse on me. There is a reason behind why I feel this sexually attracted to him once I had an accident