Bestfriend's Brother

15. Adventures

Nanon's POV

I like this house so much except this one thing......I don't know why I am like this but yeah this is how I feel , I feel comfortable with everyone around me ,I'll make sure to  make them feel comfortable too , But P'Ohm is not like that whenever I try to be with him he just draws a like between us. I like hanging out with him cause every day with him feels like an adventure, a rollar coster ride of emotions I won't get affected by anyone like this like a couple of days ago when P came to my house all of a sudden I felt so good when he left Meh asked me why you always jump around when he comes to see you? Love asked me why you always being in different moods these days? Jimmy said I am behaving differently everyday. And all the reason behind these different emotions is Ohm, I don't know why but I feel very Angry when he doesn't pay attention towards me or when we have an argument, I feel sad when he raises his voice at me I mean he is elder than me he has right to scold when I do something wrong , I feel happy when he regrets it and says sorry after a while , I feel different when he pats my head , when he compliments me , when he cares about me , when he shares his chicken breast, when he divides everything in half (food) I feel overwhelmed by these acts of him I can't understand if it's overwhelming or any other feelings which I don't want to confess.  These days I feel like I am doing things to get his attention, I want him to look at me , I want him to annoy me or tease me , I want to talk to me like why? I questioned this a lot of times in situations like this like right now how I am sitting on sofa raising the volume of the TV on purpose so that he will come out of his gym room and scolds me. At first P Ohm's world was different he never used to come out of his room but these days either I want him to come out of his room or I should go into his room. I seriously crave for his attention like sometimes I know he watches me I don't know if that look was annoying look or angry look or normal look I just let him watch me at that time I feel so uncomfortable but I also like that he is watching me, if he is not paying attention I just go stand infront of him so that he can gaze me ,before when we had eye contact he'll ignores it and sees something else but now as I know if I look at him he will look away so I won't look at him so that he can look at me. I don't know what's between us that makes both of us uncomfortable around eachother?

Also being with him is like adventure he does some daring stuff and I want to join him in them , Like one time when he was smoking I took the Ciggerate and I sucked it eventually I got cough he looked at me and started laughing so hard , every day I try very hard to drive to impress him also I act like I forget about the breaks while driving so that he can sit at my back , breath and talk at my nape ,held my hand , waist. The only reason why I drive is that I can get a lot of attention , at that time his whole focus will be on me and I completely like that. I know how to drive but still I act dumb so that I can have physical contact with him , I will never miss a chance to hangout with him. Okay I'll be honest I don't know when this changed before I used to come here to meet Love now I come here , stay here so that I can meet Ohm. See now a days when I think of P I mention his name as Ohm not POhm. I don't know why I do all these things.

But yeah as I said I find him cool , intelligent,  Daring and Dashing. I went to bungee jumping with him Lol how I cried before jumping even if it was 2 people bungee jumping and trainer was belting himself with me but I whined and eventually got paired with Ohm , I don't know why I trust him blindly when he asks me to trust him maybe it's all started when he held my hand before jumping off from 20ft rock. At that time I felt so many feelings all at once and those same feelings I feel whenever I go out with Ohm to do some daring stuff like climbing a rock, rollar coster , surfing what not you won't believe it because of him I saw death from one milli meter away

Flash back

So it was a good day, friendly weather I was thinking what to do today should I go out to hangout, or should I just roam and buy some snacks for me ? I choose 2nd option I went out got some popsicles sucking on them while sitting on a bench near the store. Then P ohm suddenly came to me on his bike