11. I'm Sorry

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Nanon's POV

Like always Jimmy and Love talking no Bricking with eachother infront of me , I was resting my head on writing bench looking at the Blue sky with different shapes of Clouds outside the window then noticing the sleeves of oversized hoodie which I was wearing sniffing the familiar smell of airy fresh mint thinking

"How warm this hoodie is"
"How warm I felt last night"
"How comfortable I was "
"How good my sleep was"

I remember how he rushed to get hot packs , how he increased the temperature of heater, How I slipped into his tee how he was panicking because of that but then why the fuck did I do that? Yes he was warm but how can you slip into someone else tee Nanon? Last night you fucking lost your mind how can you pull him closer to you? I mean why gosh how uncomfortable it would have been to him....  But he didn't pushed me away instead he was staying still and I slept that peacefully hugging a Human in my conscious state I didn't felt lonely I felt warm after spending so many nights in my bed alone without hugging Jane Mom.......stop thinking Nanon you might end up missing Mom a tear dropped from my eye Aagrh I miss her then yeah as expected I couldn't control my tears I left the class sitting on an empty bench in the empty corridor recollecting my memories tears flowing down my cheeks continuously
I felt arms wrapping  around my neck from back I know who it is I broke crying silently....

Love : What happened Nanon?

She asked while coming infront of me. Jimmy who is sitting beside me patting my shoulder. I pulled them in a Hug crying even harder, love was running her hand at my back.

Jimmy : Is it because Jane Aunt ?

I nodded my head they hugged me even tighter.

Jimmy : Enough of holding back your tears Nanon, stop pretending you are okay from day one , Cry out loud just cry out let your emotions scream at this moment which you are holding from a year already.

Nanon : I miss her , Yeahhh I miss my Mom , her hug, her warmth (sniff) , I miss her caring, I can't say all these to Meh , I am tried of pretending I am good infront of Meh while I am not at all fine. I - I can't let Meh cry. I - I pretended to be strong I couldn't take Meh crying and being Depressed all these Months.....I - I ( three of them crying)

Love : We love you Nanon , We love you, I am here , Jimmy is here for you. We are there.

Jimmy : Yes I have always been with you and I will always be with you Nanon (He said while holding my hand)

Nanon : Love you too guys (sniff) just don't leave me.

Love : Idiot we will never leave you we will haunt people together when we die.

Nanon giggling while crying

(Emotional roller coaster how it changed from Ohm to Nanon's Mom -  G3)

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Nanon's POV

At Love's Home

Love : You came ? Sit. I will come with my books.

Nanon : Okay.

Love : So which chapter for today?

Nanon : I had done with Chapter 11 assignments but there is difficulty in this problem will you look at it for once.

Love : Okay after that we will do chaper 15 and 17.

Nanon : Why two chapters? That too they are lengthy.

Love : Tomorrow is Sunday you won't touch books also there are only 7 days left for your backlogs exam.

Nanon : But Love we are only left with 5 chapters naa why don't we study later?

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