FAMILY OR LOVE (Complete)

Chapter 39

Chapter 39~

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Something small made by me 😗

Sid's pov..
Yeh kya ho raha hai?? Abhi tak life kitni achchi chal rahi thi.. yeh konsa sudden twist le liye?? I had thought ki mom ko dikhega ki how much me and Avu love eachother.. i agree to her points too but Avu will improve, usse love, family and togetherness ki zaroorat hai.. nothing else.. how could she just say that Avu is behind me for money?? How?? Unhe Avu ke eyes mein nahi dikhta kya ki how much she loves me.. aare paise ke peeche hoti toh she would have been taking expensive gifts, 5-star hotels mein dinner and done lot of shopping almost everyday.. but nahi.. she doesn't like how she needs to be dependent on me for her rent... Usse bhi independent banna hai.. bss she is not able too.. kuch problems hai and she cannot overcome them without a family.. and ok, Avu ka chhodo.. mom ko apne khud ke bete ke aankho mein bhi nahi dikha ki mein Avu se kitna pyaar karta hoon?? Unhe nahi dikha?? Bhai, bhabhi ko nahi pata chala?? Aise toh meri har unkahi baat samajh jaate hai, and abb chilla chilla ke keh raha hoon phir bhi nahi samajh rahe hai.. and Avu.. uske liye lado and woh khud chillaye mere upar.. hadd hai yaar... Sab apna apna karte hai.. sabko chahiye ki sid unki baat maane.. jo vo bole, sid wohi kare.. sid ki koi feelings, koi thoughts hai hi nahi..
And yeh last mein mom ne kya kaha?? Bhul Jaa apni family ko... How?? How could she say this?? Aise kaise bhul jau?? Arre jaan basti hai meri unmein.. i can't just leave them... And Avu.. lado Matt.. usse koun samjhaye ki ladunga nahi toh usse kho doonga.. and i can't afford to leave her.. i just can't.. Avu heartbeat toh meri family meri breath hai.. and Bina saas liye, ya bina dhadkan ke insaan Zinda nahi reh sakta hai.. i can't loose anyone of them.. kyun bhagwan?? Kyun aisi jagah par aake khada kar diye mujhe jahan i need to choose.. apni saas ya apni dhadkan mein choose karne ko bol rahe hoo.. FAMILY OR LOVE... iss mein kaise koi choose kar sakta hai?? Mujhe dono chahiye.. mein kisi bhi ek ke bina nahi reh sakta.. i need both... Mom, bhai, bhabhi, Avu ko accept nahi kar rahe hai.. kya karu mein?? Avu ko chuna toh family kho doonga.. and family ke saath raha toh Avu kho doonga.. yeh kaisi mushkil hai?? Mujhe dono chahiye.. mujhe jeene ke liye dono chahiye.. kuch karo bhagwan.. kuch karo.. meine aapka kya bigaada hai jo aap mere saath aisa kar rahe ho?? Please sab theek kardo.. mujhe dono dedo.. 

Tears leaked down sid's closed eyes.. and thinking all this sleep took over him..
The last voice he heard in his head was from some corner..
' jis tarah se abhi sabse Ladd raha hai.. dono ko kho dega '
Sid shivered at the thought but before he could think futher, sleep took over him..

Sid's pov..
( What is happening?? Life was going so good till now... What is this sudden twist now?? I had thought that mom will understand how much me and Avu love eachother.. i agree to her points too but Avu will improve, she needs love, family and togetherness.. nothing else.. how could she just say that Avu is behind me for money?? How?? Can't she see in avu's eyes that how much she loves me.. aare if she was behind me for money then she would have been taking expensive gifts, dinner in 5-star hotels and done lot of shopping almost everyday.. but no.. she doesn't like how she needs to be dependent on me for her rent... She also wants to be independent.. just she is not able too.. there are some problems and she cannot overcome them without a family.. and ok, leave Avu... Couldn't mom see how much i love Avu in her own son's eyes???? Couldn't she see it?? Bhai, bhabhi also didn't notice?? They understand all my feelings and things with me saying, and now when i am shouting and telling again and again, still they are not understanding.. and Avu.. fight for her and she scolds me.. that's limits yaar... Everyone does their own wish... Everyone wants sid to listen to them.. whatever they say, sid should follow.. there are no feelings of sid, no thoughts of him..
And at last, what did mom say?? Forget your family... How?? How could she say this?? How should I forget just like this?? Arre i can't live without them.. they are my life.. i can't just leave them... And Avu.. don't fight.. now who will explain her that if i don't fight, i will loose her.. and i can't afford to leave her.. i just can't.. Avu heartbeat then my family is my breath.. and without breathing, or without heartbeat, how can a person be alive.. i can't loose anyone of them... Why god?? Why have you made me stand in such a place where i need to choose.. you are telling me to choose my heartbeat or my breathing.. FAMILY OR LOVE... How can someone choose amoung this?? I want both.. i can't live without even one of them.. i need both... Mom, bhai, bhabhi are not accepting Avu.. what should I do?? If i choose Avu, I'll loose my family.. and if i stay wth my family, I'll loose avu.. what kind of a situation is this?? I want both.. i need both to love... Do something god.. do something... What have I done to you that you are doing this to me?? Please make everything okk.. give me both.. 

Tears leaked down sid's closed eyes.. and thinking all this sleep took over him..
The last voice he heard in his head was from some corner..
' the way you are fighting with both right now... You'll lose both '
Sid shivered at the thought but before he could think futher, sleep took over him.. )

That's it for the chapterrrr.... I know it's small.... It has become long due to the translation but exams are going on right now... So i am busy....
I first thought not to update as i had written this much only but then thought, something is better than nothing so i have posted this much onlyyy... Hope you like it..
Sid's thoughts have been laid in front of you... What do you think... Are you feeling bad for him?? Was this emotional?? Could the emotions reach to you??? Did you cry too?? Tell me all in the comments...

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