After I finish eating my lunch Justin takes me outside to his car. "Babe look I'm really sorry about what happened." "There's nothing to apologize for Justin, it happened and we can't turn back time now can we?" "No but we can definitely work through this, I told you it was the biggest mistake I've ever made in my life & I don't know what I can do to make it up to you, but I will do anything for you to forgive me." "It's not that I don't forgive you because I know you're not the type of guy to do that to me, I understand but what I don't forgive you about is the fact that you went to go talk to one of your ex-girlfriends without telling me where you were going." "I know and I'm really sorry baby, I should of told you where I was headed, the truth, in the first place so we would never be in this mess and this would never have happened." "As husband and wife we need to respect each other and don't tell lies, lying is the worst thing to have in a relationship because we'll never really know if either of us are lying." "I know baby I'm so so so so soooo sorry! Is there anything I can do to make it up to you? I will do anything I swear!" "There's nothing you can do Justin, I just don't want you lying to me ever again because then I feel like we will never know the truth." "I don't want that at all, the truth is the only thing that's going to keep us together and I will do anything to keep us together, you're my wife and you will always be my wife, there's nothing anyone or anything can do that will change that." "And you will forever be my husband til the day we die. Obviously we're going to have our ups and down but this one was a big mistake that shouldn't have ever occurred in the first place." "You're so right baby it really shouldn't have happened at all and I will never try and take advantage of you ever again and I will never be able to forgive myself for what I did." "It's ok Justin, we will get through this together, you just couldn't imagine what I felt like when you told me that." "You're right I don't know what you felt like but it must of been absolutely horrible hearing that your own husband cheated on you when he didn't mean to at all! I will forever try and make this up to you no matter how many times you tell me it's ok!" We talk for a couple more hours as the sun sets in the California skies and watch as the sun goes down on Santa Monica Pier.
"Babes can we just please stop talking about this and go home, I miss being home & I missed you." "I missed having you at home & I missed you so much more princess." He gives me a kiss and we get into his car to drive home.
*arrived
Justin opens up my passenger side door of the car to let me out and grabs my bags that I had brought with me when I was originally going to stay with Ellie & Ryan. I go inside the house as tucker comes running towards me and jumps on the couch. "Hey buddy I missed you." "Woof woof!" Tucker snuggles up against me as I plop myself onto the couch, just as soon as Justin walks in. "You comfy there babe." "Omg you don't even know." "I love you so much baby girl." "I love you too Justin." "Forever and ever." "Forever and ever! I promise❤️" "you know I'll never stop trying to make this up to you (y/n)" "good babe cuz I never not want you to make this up to me, now go bust your hump and make me some food." "You just ate in-n-out not that long ago." "I know but I was just trying to get you to go make me something since you said you wanna make it up to me 😋" "do you want anything to drink?" "Hot chocolate?" "Of course, with marshmallows?" "You know it." Justin walks over with a warm blanket, turns on the fireplace, and lays the blanket over me. "Ok. Lol. I'll be right back princess just stay on the couch and I'll be right here if you need me." "Ok munchkin. I love you." "I love you too baby." He walks into the kitchen to go make me some hot chocolate while I turn on the tv with a blanket and Tucker laying right next to me. "I could get used to this all the time." :)
