the outsiders imagines

soda x y/n pov

Ok so this is another request. thank you to who requested it T.W this POV talks about body dismorphia and Eating disorders, if you are sensitive to those topics just skip this one. thank you

Y/N pov--

"Soooo how was your day" your boyfriend Sodapop said. Yall are on a date after a long day at the DX. "boring, just a few soc girls and some greaser guys" you said taking a drink of your water. "what could I get you guys" our  convo was inturupted by the waitress.

"UMM ill have a burger with fries" Soda said putting the Dingo menu down. the lady looked at me . I havent eaten anything since wendenesday morning and didnt want to break my  streak since I just lost 3 pounds in three days. "umm im not really hungery" i  said shrugging  she just walked off. out of the corner of my eye i saw soda give me  a concernd look. but I  just looked bact at him and smiled.

---time skip to after dinner--

were on our way home when my stoumch growled.. great just great. "you should have gotten somthing to eat Y/N"  soda exclaims stoping in his tracks, "i wasnt and im not hungery" I said stoping and looking back at him. "when did you last eat" he said. just the guestion i didnt want to be asked "i had a big lunch, like i told you" I said in kinda a "duh" tone of voice. "wrong i saw you dump your sandwich in the trash when i left the room, now tell the truth" soda put both his hands on either one of my shoulders looking into my eyes. ugh here it comes, he is breaking me.

"wedenesday" I said looking down at my feet, "OH y/n why" soda said taking one of his hands and lifting my face up to look at his. i started to cry, I couldnt hold it anymore. " I cant soda, im finnally looking skinny, you wouldnt understand none of the guys would yall are so fit. its not fair, its not" I was crying but I was more mad than anything.  i wiped my eyes and refused to look at soda who was trying to take anything in.

"oh y/n your perfect, who cares if your not skin and bone. i dont." he said turning me to look at him before wraping me in a hug.   "your butiful and i dont was a dead girlfirend. you could die doin that ya know." he said sounding like he might cry. thats when it hit me. if i do keep doing this, its not just hurting me, its hurting everyone else too.

i could feel his tears drop on my shoulders. "ok soda im sorry" I said letting go of the hug kissing him. we walked to the dx where get picked out some snacks and we went home and spent the rest of the night watching movies eating snacks and cuddling.