Hi everyone,
I hope all of you are well! It's been a weird couple of days for me but I hope I can explain everything here to all my readers.
I promised you all that I'd continue to work on my fanfictions, especially the ardeth Bay one, but after a couple months of my mental health going down the drain, I've realised I don't think writing fanfiction is helping me anymore. See, when I first started writing fanfiction and reading it, I was a way for me to escape from problems in my life and to slap a patch on the loneliness and lack of emotional care from people in my life. I spent years reading but it also felt weird and uncomfortable. In the end, it always made me feel worse because it's not real, and it created a fake idea of what relationships with people should be like. I've had trouble with years understanding how to form and behave in relationships, and I've come to realise I get too attached to things, hence the reason I read a lot of fanfiction and got too attached. It's affected me a lot and made me feel so much worse. I believe if I stop writing and reading it, it will help me to slowly heal my attachment issues and finally be able to create health relationships with people.
So, I will be stopping my writing from now. I'm really sorry for those who looked forward and enjoyed my writing, but my mental health is more important. I want to focus on the real world and myself, and the people I love, rather than trying to cover a hole in my life.
This is probably too personal but I didn't want to randomly disappear from the face of the earth. That being said, the fanfictions will still be up on wattpad (cyrene-clementi) but deleted from tumblr (cyrene-clementi). My tumblr will just become my art account from now on. I wish the best for everyone and thank you for being patient with me. I hope you'll all be able to enjoy more stories from others!
Best wishes,
Cyrene Clementi
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A Thief's Gold: Ardeth Bay x Reader [Discontinued]
FanfictionHow does one fall in love with the Desert Chief, if they are the Thief? A compelling story of love and loss between a man with values and a lover bent on finding their lost father and family.