Silent Cry | Minsung

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You, pretending to be unaffected, just like that

You are smiling but I can hear it in your words

You always say "I'm okay" but I can see everything

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"Hey, Minho! How's it going?" Jisung ran up to Minho, giving a big hug. 

Minho smiled softly at his best friend. "It's going good, how are you?"

"Oh my gosh, terrible! My biology teacher gave us so much homework for the weekend. Like, who the heck has time to do five assignments? It's so dumb!"

Jisung kept ranting, but Minho may have lost track of what he was saying. He quickly got lost in his thoughts. How come I've never noticed how pretty Jisung is? He thought. He kept staring at his friend until a loud voice in his head interrupted his pleasant thoughts.

You fucking idiot. You shouldn't think that way about a boy.

The voice had always been there, but it had recently gotten louder and more unbearable for Minho. He shook his head, trying to ignore that voice, catching Jisung's attention. 

"Hey, you ok Minho? You seem kind of upset." He asked, concern laced in his voice.

Minho faked a smile and nodded. "Yeah, I'm ok. Just tired. I'm have to go, I'll see you later." He waved to his friend and quickly shuffled to the bathroom. 

Pathetic. Imagine how Jisung would feel if he knew you liked him. What would he say? What would your parents say?

Minho hit his forehead. "Shut up, shut up. I don't like Jisung. I don't like Jisung. He's just my friend, and that's all he will ever be. I'm not gay. I'm not gay. I'm not gay." He repeated while continuing to hit his head, hoping the voice would go away.

He told Jisung he was ok, but was he?

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-Rae💜